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Back to Hell

The weeks that Hobi and y/n had spent together leading up to this dreadfull day were amazing. They were full of laughter and happiness. Hoseoks love grew stronger for her the more they spent together. Being with eachother was a huge relief.
Although the days were happy the nights for y/n were far from it. She had been going to the bathroom everynight and cutting. Cutting to take the pain away that she had put back on herself. She knew that shed let herself down but thats another reason for her to cut. Because the blame is on her for everything. Nothing is ever anyone elses fault. She just doesnt feel wanted.
But what she didnt fully realize is that she was wanted, she was wanted by Hoseok. Hoseok loved her and wanted her to be with her every minute of every day. Y/n loved him but she didnt know how to express it. But now theyre dating, he gets to keep her safe from everything. Everything but herself.

"Baby wake up" He said as he snuggled his face into her neck. "One more minute please" she whined as she pushed her self futher back into him. "I wish baby, but we both have lessons today. But i promise we can have cuddles when we get home and at lunch if you want" he kissed her on the cheek and got up to get ready for the day. Y/n rolled over and watched her boyfriend pull off his shirt and unknowingly biting her lip. It felt good to call him her boyfriend. It really did. "What you staring at?" he smirked at her as she sat up on the edge of the bed. "N-nothing" her eyes moving to the floor and her cheeks flushing red. "Mhmm sure" he smirked and continued to pull on the rest of his clothes. His perfect physique now being covered, much to y/ns dismay.
Y/n got up and went over to their now shared closet. What should i wear? she thought. Y/n eventually decided on a pair of ripped black jeans, one of Hosoeks hoodies and sneakers. "Dont you have your own clothes?" he chuckled as he placed his hands on her hips. "I do-" she started. "Dont worry, you look hot as hell in them so i dont mind" he breathed in her ear. She turned to him and placed a kiss on his lips. "I love you so much" He looked at her and smiled. "I love you too" she said, grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the room. It was time to head to school.

Butterflies rose in y/ns stomach as the car pulled up in to the parking lot. "I dont want to do this" she looked at Hoseok who now had his hand on hers. "You will be fine. Trust me. Youre in the same classes as me, youre not gonna see them girls again. Okay?" he reassured her and eventually they got out of the car and walked straight into the office to sign in. Her body shaking untill he took her hand and she stopped. The comforting feel of his hand calming her.
Within minutes they were signed in and heading to classes, ready for the troublesome, or stress free, day ahead.

The day went by in a flash and Hoseok and Y/n were on their way home. Silence filled the air, none of them knowing what to say. "So uhm. How do you think today went?" Hoseok broke the silence and glanced at her as he drove. "I think it went okay" y/n smiled and looked at him. Her eyes scanning his facial features. Boy is he gorgeous. How did i get so lucky? Like honestly, how did a fuckup like me get with a perfect person like him?

They arrived home and exited the car. Linking arms and heading inside the house. Both of them kicking off their shoes at the front door. "Want some food?" Hoseok asked as he pulled off his jacket. "Nah im not hungry, wanna go upstairs?" y/n looked in the direction of the stairs and then back at Hoseok. "Oo, is my babygirl hinting at something?" He laughed. "N-no, im tired and i want cuddles. Is that too much to ask?" she stuttered and walked up the stairs and jumped on their shared bed, waiting for him to come upstairs. But he mustve been doing something else as she had fell asleep before he even came up the stairs.

"Babe-" He started to say but then shut up as he saw her on the bed when he entered the room. Smiling at her he joined her on the bed. Giving her one last kiss on the cheek before he dozed off beside her.

Helloo!sorry i havent updated in a while. Ive been very busy. I also apoligize for how bad and short this update is. Hopefully the next will be better. Thankyou for reading!