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Be mine

Hoseok was the first to wake. The TV still playing on the wall, they must've fallen asleep half way through it. He looked down and saw y/n curled up into him. "How did she get like this?" He mumbled as he watched her sleeping. How is it even when shes sleeping shes still so gorgeous?. Itd be time for them both to go back to school soon, they dont want to. The time that theyre spending together is a lot better than that hell. Only because he knew the bullies were still there and out to get her again.
It was about 30 minutes before y/n woke up. "What are you staring at?" She mumbled as she snuggled further into him. "N-nothing" he stuttered. Y/n began to sit up and turned her back to Hoseok, "Whats wrong?" He asked. She doesnt seem right. "Nothing. Im just cold" She lied. But her eyes were focused on her arms. Shed slept in short sleeves, how could she be so stupid. Her scars were clear on her arms. Did he see them? She wondered as she pulled on one of his hoodies. As she turned back to him his face was full of shock. "What?" Y/n looked at him. "Nothing, you just look good in my hoodie" he said as she moved closer to him. She just sighed and began to play on her phone.

The day dragged by and soon it became night time. Hoseok had been left on his own whilst y/n was showering. She was taking along time, so he decided to start dinner. This was the night he was going to ask her to be his. Why didnt he do it sooner? Because he wanted the perfect build up to It. He didnt just want to do it whenever, it needed to he perfect.
He went over in his mind what food to make. He decided finally on pork and ramen. It wasnt fancy but its the best they could do. "Ahh everything's perfect" he said as he stepped back to look at the food hed laid out on the table. "Just got to wait for her now"..

Y/n had took the oppurtunity to shower as she hadnt since she got taken to hospital. There was no way she couldve showered infront of him. Not because she was embarrassed, only because she didnt want him to see her arms. But shed been stressed all day on whether he saw them or not. He probably didnt or he wouldve said something right? I mean he wouldn't keep it to himself. Or would he?
Pul!ing off her clothes she turned on the shower. The feel of the water hitting her skin was amazing. But something caught her eye. It was a blade. Why is this here? She wondered. It didnt look used, so why is it just out?
She picked it up and ran it between her fingers. Mhmm, why would it be here. The couple of weeks that shed spent beingg clean had now gone to waste, it was being erased all in one shower.
Bringing down the blade, she stopped and thought. Is it really worth it? But the voice in her head told her otherwise, it was telling her to do it. The temptation rose as it came closer to her arm, she pressed it down and slid it across. A gasp escaping her mouth as the blood trickled down her pale arm. Each cut she made now erasing her stress and worries. Why did she ever stop? It was for Hoseok the only one who gave her hope and the only one who cared. But now she was thinking of herself. Knowing that what she was doing was wrong but she didnt care. As she finished her last cut she turned off the shower and searched for something to wrap around the wound. She found a bandage and wrapped it carefully around her wrist. Y/n dried herself off and proceeded to pull on leggings and Hoseoks hoodie. The one shed now claimed. It was too comfy to give back.

She walked downstairs and the smell of food hit her. She was starving. "Oh there you are. What took you so long?" Hoseok approached her and pulled her in for a hug. "I got carried away, it felt good showering" she faked giggled. With that he grabbed her hand and pulled her to the dining room table. The food she could smell was laid out on the table. "Did you cook this?" Y/n asked as she sat down on the seat opposite him. "Yeah, i did. Its not much but-" he trailed off as he scratched the back of his neck. "Its amazing thankyou" she placed her hand on top of his and smiled. They began to eat and talk about what they saw of the programme they was watching last night. Y/n thanked him once again for letting her stay with him and for the meal.
After about ten minutes Hoseok interupted her. "Can i ask you a question?" He asked. "Yeah". "So theres something i have been meaning to ask you ever since we had that kiss at the hospital. I understand if you dont feel the same way but i think youre amazing and i want to do something about my feelings. I felt something the first day that i met you as i found you absolutely stunning but i didnt say anything. As i thought theres no way shed like me. But here i am saying it. I have feelings for you and-" he paused and looked down. "Just say it" she smiled.
"Will you be mine?" He scanned her face as a smile spread across it. "Yes i will". He moved next to her and pulled her in for a kiss. Them no officially being a couple. They was the happiest theyd ever been. But will it last for long once he finds out the secret shes hiding?

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