If You Don't Know, Let Me Go.

Chapter 9

*Ivy's P.O.V*

Luke and I were sitting on the couch in his living room. The books were everywhere. We really had to study, well by 'we' i mean Luke. I know the stuff, but i still gotta revise. I had my History book open, i was reading over the important bits. From the corner of my eye i saw Luke moving closer to me. I smirked a bit but then continued reading. Soon he was very close to me. He put his arm around my shoulder, moving my hair aside. I could feel his warm breath on my neck which gave me the shivers. 

"Just relax, i'm not doing anything", he said his voice low and raspy. 

His lips touched my neck, which again gave me more shivers. He kissed down my neck trying to find my sweet spot. I closed my eyes in pleasure while biting my lip, trying not to moan. 

"Luke... Not now...", i said as i tried to move away from him but he had his arm around me. 

I turned to face him. We were looking into each others eyes, a smirk forming on his face. Slowly he leaned in and gently pecked me on the lips, as if asking if it was okay to kiss me. I kissed him back which meant yes. The next kiss wasn't so gentle, it turned a bit rougher but still passionate. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I smiled as he done so. I pushed him down, so now he was laying on the couch and i was on top of him. Our kissing would speed up by each second. My  hands found their way up to his hair and i began to ruffle it. Luke put his hands under my shirt. I shivered slightly as they were cold, but i didn't break the kiss. 

I thought that i heard a noise but it didn't bother me, i was enjoying myself being with Luke and he certainly enjoyed himself. But then soon enough the door burst open. Luke and i quickly pulled away. I turned around to see that it was Ashton. My eyes widened with fear. I quickly stood up and walked up to Ashton. 

Ashton pulled away. Disgust filled his face. He looked at the ground and then back up at me with watery eyes. 

"Ivy how could you", he said. 

I opened my mouth to say something but no word came out. 

Ashton nodded. "I understand", he said his voice cracking. 

He turned around and left. 

"Ashton!", i called. But he was gone. 

The tears were already streaming down my face. I slid down against the wall on the floor. I brought my legs up to my chest and cried. 

"Ashton", i said in between cries. "I'm sorry.."

I sat up quickly breathing heavily. I ran my hand through my hair and looked around my room. It's just a dream. I took a breath and looked at my phone. 12.30. Shit i slept a while. I'm supposed to be at Luke's in half an hour. I quickly stumbled out of bed and ran to the bathroom. My mom was in the hallway. 

"What's the rush?", she asked.

"I slept in", i called back to her. 

"And the rush is?", she questioned. 

I came out of the bathroom with my toothbrush in my mouth. "I gotta be at Luke's in half an hour", i mumbled. 

She laughed and nodded while walking down stairs. 

I walked back into the bathroom and finished brushing my teeth. I splashed my face with water and looked at my reflection in the mirror. 

"It was just a dream", i said with a sigh. 

That was a nightmare. I can't stop thinking about what will happen if Ashton will find out. He can't, i don't want to lose him, not like this. I left that thought aside but it still kept on coming back and the dream. I quickly got dressed and done my hair while putting on a bit of make up. Nothing and i mean nothing is going to happen today. I can't let Luke manipulate me. I hate him. Eventhough he's a jerk he's a pretty hot jerk but i still hate him. 

I walked out of my house with my bag, and all the books that i need. As i walked up the porch to Luke's house i noticed that his door was opened so i just walked in. There seemed to be no one in the house. That's odd. I walked into the kitchen, no one there. Then the sitting room, nothing. I walked up stairs. I didn't know which room was Luke's but then i guessed it's the one with all the band names on it. So i walked up to the door and opened it. There i saw Luke making out with some slut. My mouth opened. The two of them pulled away and looked at me. 

"I guess i came in wrong time", i said as i qucikly ran down the stairs, and left the house running away. 

*Luke's P.O.V*

I was bored so i called Becca over to have some fun. And you know one thing led to another and we started making out. I didn't know Ivy was going to come this early. If i had known, i'd never let this happen. Ivy walked in on me and Becca, while we were making out. Now she probably thinks i'm more of a jerk and hates me even more. I quickly ran after her but she wasn't in the house anymore. I ran out and saw her running down the street. 

"Ivy!", i called. But she wouldn't listen. 

So i ran after her as fast as i could. I caught up to her but i was breathless. She was still running away from me. 

"For gods sake! Ivy stop!", i said while running in front of her. 

She stopped but wasn't looking at me. 

"Ivy", i said while catching my breath. 

She still wouldn't turn her head. 

"Why did you run away like that?", i asked still breathing heavily. 

No answer. 

"Ivy!", i said. This time louder. 

Still nothing. What is wrong with her!?

*Ivy's P.O.V*

I don't know why but i felt angry when i saw him kissing that slut. She literally gets every guy in the school. I quickly ran away because i couldn't stand it. And as i was running tears came from eyes. Why am i crying over this!? I wipped them away as soon as i heard Luke call my name. I don't want to talk to him. Not right now. He ran in front of me but i turned my head, i can't even look at him. 

"Ivy!", he said getting a bit mad. 

I turned my head to look at him and raised my eyebrow. 

"Finally! What's wrong with you!?", he said. 

I didn't answer instead i snickered. I folded my arms and walked passed him. 

"Hey!", he said clearly angry while grabbing my arm. 

I turned to face him. 

"Don't i deserve an explanation? What the hell is wrong with you? You're acting like your jealous or something", said Luke while looking at me. 

"Well done Sherlock!", i said sarcastically. I turned around and walked off again. 

"Why are you mad at me?", he said sounding innocent. 

"Oh Please", i said while rolling my eyes. 

"What?", he said. 

"Don't try to be innocent. I've every right to be mad. What the hell even was that? You kissing that slut! She sleeps with every guy in our school. Wow i didn't think you could go any lower Luke, but apparantely you can", i said looking straight at him with a face of disgust. 

He laughed. "Wait your jealous because of her? Are you serious. Oh my god, don't tell me you''ve fallen for me", he said while laughing. 

"Ugh you're such a jerk", i said while pushing him away from me. 

"Ivy.. Just shut up already and kiss me", he said with a smirk looking into my eyes.

I didn't know what to do. Have i actually fallen for Luke? Oh my god! I just stood there looking at him not knowing what to do. Sure enough he came up to me, grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. 

"You may be a nerd, but just sometimes you act completely stupid", said Luke while looking into my eyes with a smile. 

It made me smile. Weather i wanted to or not i still did. I leaned in and kissed him on the lips. It felt different this time, it's like i actually like him. I felt butterflies in my stomach. No this can't be happening. I'm falling for Luke.