Nate
"Where the fuck have you been?" I yell as I watch Eli walk in. It was 11:30 in the morning.
"Oh I got a craving so Lauren and I went out. It was super late so I just spent the night at her place." She smiled walking to the fridge to get some water.
"You didn't answer any of my texts E. I was worried sick." I groan, "Well I was planning on us having breakfast together before I had to go to the studio." She sits on one of the stools nodding as she opens her laptop.
"Ok. I'll see you later." She smiled. Something was off.
"Okay well I love you." I walk over to kiss her but she turns her head making my lips plant on her cheek. She smiles at me and I furrow my eyebrows as I grab my keys. I pull out my phone and dial Derek's number.
"Hey what's up?"
"Was Eli at your place last night?" He doesn't answer for a few seconds but I hear whispering in the background.
"Yeah. Why?"
"She's been acting weird this morning. I don't know but I'm overreacting." I sigh and hang up. I get in my car and drive to the studio seeing her car was already there. I get out and Analicia tries to pull me into a hug. Instead I reach for the diaper bag slung over her shoulder then I grab Sebastian, her baby.
"I'll pick him up in 4 hours. Okay?"
"Yeah just don't forget $10 an hour." I laugh and she rolls her eyes. I walk into the studio and place Sebastian in my lap. I started watching him when I was in New York on tour. Analicia said I was her last option as a babysitter. I took the opportunity as quickly as possible. I was deathly afraid that I would fuck up with Ronnie and Lauren. Even though Analicia finally admitted that the baby was from some guy she met in a club, I remained on good terms with her because I didn't like having people hate me.
"Dada?" Sebastian says and I begin to freak out.
"No no no no no! Babysitter! Say it Sebastian. Babysitter."
"Dada."
"Fuck." I mumble.
"Fuck." He says giggling. I begin to freak out. Yep I'm going to make a horrible father. I shush him as there's a knock on the door.
"Come in." I say as I lay Sebastian on the couch.
"Hey dude." Derek yawns as he walks in. His eyes immediately avert to Sebastian and I give him a nervous smile.
"Hey." I elongate the y.
"What the fuck is that?"
"I'm babysitting."
"For?"
"Analicia."
"Why the fuck are you even talking to her?" He leans against the door frame.
"I want practice for when the babies came. I'm scared as fuck that I'm going to mess it up."
"Does E know?"
"God no. I don't want her to worry or tell me that I'll make an amazing dad. I'm scared Derek."
"Why don't you just tell her?"
"I told you why."
"Well she thinks you're fucking cheating." He yells. I look up at him confused.
"What the fuck did you just say?" I stand up.
"She thinks you're fucking cheating because of how you have been and Analicia texted you." He gets in my face.
"When did this happen? Because she hasn't said a fucking word to me."
"This morning. We all met up at Waffle House."
"Was she even at your house?" I growl gripping onto the collar of his flannel. He stays quiet and I shove him back, "Where was she?"
"She was with Gilinsky and Johnson." He stands up. I grab my phone and leave the room dialing Gilinsky's number. He answers immediately.
"What's up?"
"You're all a bunch of two faced liars."
"What?" He groans.
"What happened last night?"
"I think you need to talk to Sammy." He says quietly and I nod.
"I'll talk to you later." I hang up and text Sammy to meet me at the studio.
Eli
I curl up on the couch as I watch Cruel Intentions with Gilinsky.
"This movie is so high school cliche." He says chewing his popcorn.
"No way. This in no way in hell happens in high school." I laugh taking some of the popcorn and popping it in my mouth.
"It happens to a lot of girls." He rolls his eyes.
"It happened to me." I look up at him and he gives me a sad look.
"E I'm sorry. He is a douche and you don't deserve a douche." He places his hand on my knee giving it a squeeze.
"I thought he loved me." I look down at my engagement ring and my promise ring which now rested on my right ring finger. I let out a sigh and look back up at him.
"You still have all of us. We still love you." He looks down at me and I nod.
"I'm going to end up alone." I laugh.
"Why do you say that?"
"Who is going to want to date a 19 year old mom of twins?" I laugh again.
"I would." He bites his lip leaning down closer to me.
"Jack." I whisper and before I can think his lips are already molded with mine. His hand goes to my hair to keep me close. His tongue glides along my bottom lip begging for entrance but my hand goes to his chest.
"Fuck. I'm sorry." He placed his elbows on his knees bouncing his right frantically.
"It's okay G. I love Nate and I just don't think if he did cheat on me 10 hours after finding out is a good time to move on." I smile and he laughs.
"Just remember that I love you E."
"I love you too G." I hug him tightly.
