* - jalbert (COMPLETED)

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(bit of a longer chapter-- time skip a little bit, suicide warning)

ALBERTS P.O.V

daniel and i are going out now. it's nice, being with him. but, i still miss jake. an aching pain in my heart still yearns for him. although he died, i miss him a shit ton, with all of my heart. everyday, all my kisses and affection were faked. in reality, i was imagining that i was kissing jake and hugging him. i was laying in bed with daniel, cuddling. thoughts of jake clouded my mind, letting daniel kiss me and hug me. he didn't realize that i was sad, which was a relief because i didn't wanna tell him, out of all people, about my feelings.

it was 2 years of dating daniel, 2 years that i realized i truly wasn't happy. 2 years of depressing thoughts, made me end my life. i stayed in the bathroom, the door was closed and locked. i was heaving my cries, as i gripped the sleeping pills. 20 pills. each one of them swallowed. my vision was fading in and out. i was happy at last. happy with meeting jake. meeting jake in the after life. my vision faded. i was happy, content.

(are you ready for a plot twist)

i woke up with a start. breathing heavily, my sweat was making my hair stuck to my forehead. i looked around. i was in jake's and i's bedroom. looking next to me, i smiled. there was jake, laying there asleep. my dream was memories of him. going into the army, dating in highschool. but, he didn't die and i didn't meet daniel.

rather, we got married after he returned from the army. he proposed to me on our anniversary. i was so happy, crying. he left the military, to spend more time with me. and, i wouldn't do anything to change my life. im happy with my highschool sweetheart, the man i love.

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hey y'all! author here!! i lost inspiration halfway through this book and basically winged it. and, it turned out pretty decent. and now everyday i see people reading this and it makes my heart swell. it's like, wow, people are actually reading this! anyways, thank you for joining me on my adventures on *. there'll be no sequel.

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anyways, here's the end of my ramble, i love you all and thank you for reading this shitty jalbert book! <33