Trapped//One Direction// Harry's Little Sister

Need of Forever

"LET GO OF ME!" I'm screaming and punching anything. I can't do this right now. I sink to my knees. How embarrassing do I get? I'm crying on the sidewalk outside of Chases house. A door opens and closes in the distance and someone is talking. I can't focus on the voices or the words coming out. My heart was beating but not like it used to. It's not fast it's just a rare little beat that's barely keeping me alive. My hands are clasped around my waist and my head is a wreck of emotions I haven't felt in a long while. Then it focuses. One word is in my mind. FIGHT, my mind is screaming at me telling me to do what I do best. Challenge my opponent to a fight. Lola is my first option. I have know her longer than Shane but it still hurts. The emotions rip through my body and I scream. I'm so angry! Why? Oh yeah Shane and Lola. After what seems a long time I finally hear the voices talking to me and the hands touching me. Harry is carrying me. He's touching me. I roll to the side and leap away from him.

"Nobody touches me! Fuck you guys! You'd rather be with your friends than your little sister! I'm fucking done trying to be okay! I'm hurt and you being here is hurting me more! I can't be near you without hating you and wanting to run! You should have never came back! Just leave! I hate you Harry!" I saw the tears in his eyes and I wanted to apologize and hold him. I can't. I don't want him to think I'm weak. I wipe my tears and turn to the door. I run up the steps and pound on Chases door. I heard him mutter a few curses and move forwards the door. He opened it and looked down at me.

"Shit! What's wrong baby?" Chase has always called me baby and I love it. He's amazing and always has shit to smoke. I wrap my arms around his waist. 

"He's back. Chase Harry is back." Chase engulfed me in a hug. He murmured in my ear. I laughed. When he looked up from my face he saw the scene in the yard. Harry hasn't moved and his friends had gotten out to see why he was upset. Chase pushed past me barreling forward my brother and his friends. 

"Chase stop! Please babe stop!"

"But..." He has trailed off. He was literally like a statue a meer few feet from Harry. I ran and grabbed his hand. Chase let's me call babe even though nobody else can. Not even his girlfriends. I looked in his eyes and he looked in mine. Never breaking eye contact we walked slowly back to the house. I closed the door and Chase grabbed me and hugged me. Chase has  to Of me we would never date because he didn't want to lose me. I've loved him since I meet him. I can't hold back anymore. I wrap my arms around his neck and press my lips to his. His breath halts and he sucks in. I lean back and look in his eyes. I want this. I need this. I need Chase.....

Chase looks in my eyes for a second and then smashes his lips into mine. I closed my eyes and let go. Maybe this is my forever?