Trapped//One Direction// Harry's Little Sister

Im Sorry

Recap:
"Shane was that another-"
Recap over:
"Skye." His voice was weak. I walked over and used my hand to wipe away his tears.
"It's okay baby. I've got you." I held him into my chest as he slowly stopped crying. Shane looked up at me.
"Your the best girlfriend I could ask for. Yes it was a panic attack. I thought I saw him again."
"It's okay Shane. I love you. I won't let him near you." He had a look of shock on his face.
"Shane?" I followed his gaze and saw my brother standing there. He had his mouth wide open.
"Go away Harry."
"No. Rae why are you putting up with a guy who cries over nothing." I snapped into action when he said that.
"Harold Edward Styles! How dare you. You know nothing about him! It's not putting up with someone when you love them! Who do you think protected me when you left? Mom? Oh hell no. She was crying all the time. And when she wasn't crying, she was comparing me to you. Oh why can't you be more this your brother Harry? Why do you act so bad all the time?" I imitated my mothers voice. "Harry you don't know me. You know nothing about me! I'm not gonna let you talk to him like that!"
My voice broke.
"He s-saved me. Harry he is the only reason I'm alive."
"What?" Harry asked.
"Harry I tried to kill myself. More than once."
"Oh god. I think I'm gonna be sick." Harry ran out of the room and I heard him puking. I turned and found my safe haven in Shane's arms.
"It's okay baby girl. I got you princess."
Shane held me. I stopped crying and took Shane's hand. We walked to the front door.
"Where are you going?" I heard my brother whisper.
"I'm walking Shane home. I'll be back." I looked at all of the boys sitting on the couch. Shane and I slid on our shoes and he grabbed my hand, leading me outside.
"I'm expecting a show tonight." Shane gave a devilish smirk.
"Oh your not the only one." I wrapped my arms around his neck. His arms wrapped around my torso. We put so much passion and love into our goodbye kiss. We let each other know it's gonna be okay. We released and I slowly made my way to the my house. I saw and angry looking Zayn peeking his head out the window. I walked through the door and was attacked by Zayn.
"Why is Harry crying?" He yelled.
"Because I told him the truth. He knows the reality of what happened while he was gone." Zayn looked confused. I took in a sharp breath.
"Zayn I tried to commit suicide." His eyes turned glossy. "More thank once."
I heard multiple gasps and liked around. All the boys were staring at me.
"Shane saved me every time. Harry asked me why I put up with him. Truth is I love him." All the boys looked shocked.  I ran up the stairs and locked myself in my room. Why not get ready for the school. I decided on painting my nails to match my red top and my headband that looks like a bandanna.
I just finished the second coat when I heard a knock on my door.
"Who is it?"
"It's your brother."
"Go away!"
"Coming in!"
"Noooo! I'm naked."
"Then I guess it won't be the first time I see my sister naked."
"Horny bastard."
"No!"
"Yes!"
"No!"
"Yes! I win!"
"Okay coming in now." Harry came into the room and sat on my white fuzzy carpet with me.
"What do you want." He laughed as he took in my black shorts that said "Bad Ass" on the butt. I had on a pair of cow slippers and a white sports bra.
"I think we need to talk." Harry said transforming serious.
"About?"
"Why you tried to commit suicide."
"Harry are you sure you want to know why."
"Yes." Harry watched my every action as I rose to my feet. I walked over to the window and thankfully Shane was in his room getting changed. I wolf whistled and Shane looked at me. I laughed at his goofy face. I tried to look seductive as I beckoned him over with my finger. He raised his eyebrows and quickly shoved on a pair of sweatpants. I watched him run out of his room. I turned to Harry.
"What. He will be here soon. I'll tell you everything."
"What makes you so sure he is coming."
"Oh he's coming."
I gave him a mischievous smile. The front door burst open and I heard foot steps running up the stairs.
"Rae!" Shane burst through my door.
I laughed at him.
"Told you he was coming."
"What did you do to him."
"I may or may not have gave him the impression he was getting some."
"Oh god your my little sister I never want to hear you say that again!"
"Now you know how I feel."
"Wait what did you need from me then?" Shane asked.
"He wants to know."
"Oh. Are you sure your ready for this?" Shane hated seeing me cry.
"No."
"I'll help you baby girl." He grabbed my hand and help me through it.
"Harry I did it because..."

Sorry you guys! Cliffhanger! I'm not really I. The mood for writing right now. I'm really sad and upset. I'll try and update later! Love you my pizza pockets!