Smoking buddies! (A Luke Hemmings fanfic <3)

The making of Amnesia (Chapter 3)

"Morning my beautiful princess, sleep well?"

"Wait did we-"

"No.'

"Ok phew, that's a relief."

"Babe even if we did I would use protection."

"Ok well let's go downstairs." I said getting up.

We both go downstairs to see calum crying his eyes out. I run over to him and cuddle him in my arms.

"Shhh Cal what happened?"

"S-She broke up with me."

"Awwwe Calum I'm soo sorry. Here grab a paper and a pen and write down a song about it."

Calum's POV;

I get a piece of paper, a pen and a plate of french fries and my guitar and start.

After I'm done writing it I go up stairs and sing it to myself. But first I take my scissors from my nightstand and run them across my wrist a few times on each wrist. Then I start.

"I drove by all the places we used to hangout getting wasted.
I thought about our last kiss how it felt,
The way you tasted.
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine,
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you,
When he says the words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you.
Sometimes I start to wonder is it just a lie,
If what we had was real how could you be fine?
Cuz I'm notg fine at all!

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,
And forget about the stupid little things,
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,
And the memories I never can escape!
Cuz I'm not fine at all.
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone,
I'll admit I'd like to see them,
I'll admit i'm feeling lonely,
And all my friends keep askin why I'm not around,
It hurts to know you're happy,
Yeah it hurts that you've moved on.
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long,
Its like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real how could you be fine?
Cuz I'm not fine at all!

I remember the day you told me you were leaving,
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,
Like every single wish we ever made.
If today I wake up with you right beside me,
Like all of this was just some twisted dream,
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before,
And you'll never slip away,
And you'll never hear me say...

I remember the day you told me you were leaving,
I remember the make up running down your face
Like the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,
Like every single wish we ever made,
Cuz I'm not fine at all,
No I'm really not fine at all,
Tell me this is just a dream,
Cuz I'm really not fine at all!"

Luke comes in and hugs me, but he sees that my wrists are all bloody. So he gets up

"No please don't leave I can't trust myself anymore, Luke ple-"

"Hey, Hey, Hey, just listen, I'm gonna get some help. Just stay here, Ok I love you and care about you, and I don't wanna loose you, cuz without you, the band would be useless."

"I love you too." I said crying even more. He hugs me and then leaves for a minute and then comes back with Alex and April with a first aid kit.

Alex takes my wrists and takes out the wipes.

"Wait I need a towel to bite on." I say looking at Luke. He goes in the bathroom and screams like a girl. April goes in and then faints.

"Sorry!"