Smile For Me || Connor Ball

Chapter 14; apologies

Lucy's p.o.v

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I don't know why Connor wanted go talk to James but I didn't care, I had to tell him, and if not for my sake for his. I thought about how I'd tell him, do I just bring it up? What if it scared him off and didn't want to be with me anymore? I was snapped out of my thoughts when James and Connor came back in to the room, Connor looked a bit upset but he walked towards me with quite a speed and wrapped his arms around my back and started sobbing into my arms.

"What happened?" I mouthed to James who then looked at the floor

"You told him?" I mouthed again as he nodded, I should feel hurt but I'm actually glad I don't have to say it my self.

"Connor.." I whispered to him softly so only he could hear but he didn't reply, he just continued to cry, I left him a few minutes before deciding to speak again but as I was about to he whispered

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there when you needed me but I'm here now and I love you" I held him tighter as I let my tears spill

"I'm so sorry I didn't tell you, I just didn't want you to think I'm crazy and that you'd leave me" I cried

"I'm not going to leave you, we're going to be together and we'll be happy and it'll all be okay" I smiled at him and hugged him tighter before looking over to James and mouthing

"Thank you"

"Anytime" he smiled.

It was now 5pm and me and Connor were sat on my bed and had just found a house we both really liked, it wasn't too far away so we were close to the boys and Con was close to his family and it also wasn't out of our price limit. We'd showed James and he agreed in to driving us to view it tomorrow.

"Teas ready lovebirds" Tash yelled up

"Coming" I shouted back

Oh yeah Tasha and James have sorted things out and it was completely a misunderstanding between her and Tris, even though he was been warned. Also they decided that when I moved out james would ask her move in which made me really happy because I hated the thought of James being on his own.

"Thank you for tea Tash" Con smiled

"That's alright" she smiled back

"Luce were going out so Con can stay round as we'll be back late" James yelled from the living room

"Yes dad! But he was staying anyway" I shouted back

"Shut up you tit were going"

"Byeeee jashhhh" idk it's easier than saying James and Tash

"See you later children" Tash yelled as she shut the door earning a glare from Connor.

"What shall we do?" I pouted at Connor

"I can think of something" he winked

"Connor" I groaned

"Pleaseeee" he literally begged

"But Connor, I" I didn't even get the chance to finish my sentence as my back was pushed flat against the sofa and Connor hovered over me with a smirk on his face, I gave in because I knew I wouldn't win and secretly I wanted it too. So I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to me and kissed him. He tugged at my shirt and soon lifted it over my head as I did the same, taking the few moments I had to take in the image of his toned yet pale body

"Stop staring you loser" he squeezed my waist

"Shut up" I groaned as I grabbed his neck and kissed him again.