Closer to Insanity, Farther from Love(Watty awards)

13. weaker by the second.

13.weaker by the second

(Shawn's POV)

i just called her. i froze at the last second. i heard her talking to me. then she hung up. i said nothing at all. i held my breath too. im gonna need an ambassador to tell her.

(FYI an ambassador in this case for example. Shawn tells Alyce to ask Haven to go to the prom with Shawn. therefor making Alyce the ambassador.)

i kind of just ruined my chance completely. and its like 1 in a gazillion that shes going to say yes. and most likely she will go because of her friends but she's not going to go with anyone. i hate myself. and then theres another thing. the new dude Kyle. i saw him trying to do something to Haven. and i heard him do something too. this is bad.

Kyle obviously likes Haven. Haven of course doesnt. Kyle will probably do anything to get Haven. whether Haven likes it or not. making it almost impossible for me to ask Haven to the prom. because if i do, Kyle will most likely kill me. just to get to Haven. of course. i checked my watch. 3:00. i was completely bored. i got up and took my skateboard with me. hoping that i'd find Haven at the skate park. if not, then try improving my skills.

**********************************************Haven's POV

i was seriously pissed right now. thanks to him i can barely go anywhere without being almost raped. and guess whats the worst part? im getting weaker each time. every time he attacks i get a bigger glance at the whole picture. making scared. then when i least expect it when i look at the bigger picture he attacks. and that time, sadly i will have no way out.

sigh. i guess im going to the skate park. if he suddenly appears i'll have people back me up. plus Trev's brothers. maybe. i skateboarded off. almost tripping a kid with an ice cream cone. he'd better watch where he's going. i got to the skate park. since i am seeing the bigger picture i just HAD to look around to see if Kyle was there. just had to. thank god he wasnt. which then makes me think hes never gonna arrive. and when hes here ill be dead.

i saw Shawn. the one who tried to prank call me or chickened out on me. still deciding which. he didnt see me though. but its not like i wanted him to see me. he went down the ramp. did a few 360s and kickflips. hmm. not bad. maybe just maybe. id be nice for once. and teach him my awesome mad skills for skateboarding.

probably 1 in a million. but maybe it may be that 1. if i decide it should be.

i watched him. then i felt arms around my shoulders. DAMN IT!!! i knew i was getting weaker. weaker by the second.