Not me

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Not me

Let's laugh

And flirt a little

Before we get

Too old and brittle

Because that's what teenagers do

We will always

Follow the crowd

Go to parties

And talk too loud

Girls who are easy

Hair gelled in a bunch

Get drunk and high

Way too much

Our role models

Skinny as a stick

Air brushed tan

Eyelashes too thick

In magazines

Guys take your pick

You wouldn't go for us

So we struggle

To look just as good

Fit a size 2

If you only could

Ah, the mirror 

Our worst foe

Are you good enough?

The answer is always no

Eyeliner smudged

Mascara running

If only I had seen

The person I was becoming

If only guys could just see

What a good girl could really be

But no

It's not enough

We need to starve

Always dress up

Never ever be ourselves

It drives us mad

We wish for hell

So as I walk down the street

I look into the alleys

I see the smoke 

Beer in hand they rally 

Those girls pity their souls

They will never go back

Reach their childish goals

So I begin to understand

They'd rather be drunk

Then grasp reality by the hand

They've been driven to the point of no return

Once glowing embers left to burn

I shake off the thought

I won't be like them

My focus is reclaimed

And I turn back to him

He smiles at me

And gives me a wink

I remember how we met

And I can't help to think

Let's laugh 

And flirt a little

Before we get 

Too old and brittle

Because that's what teenagers do

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