Wrong ||Park Jimin

Nineteen

"Hana?"

I looked over.

"Yes, Jin?"

I'd begun talking to him. It was getting less difficult. All I thought was that, he's still my brother.

I'm not the only family I have, anymore.

He knows what he did was wrong, why can't I move on? Why should I not fix everything?

So that's what I'll do.

I just didn't know how.

"Can you come to my place tomorrow?"

I nodded. "What's the occasion?"

He shook his head. "I just want to talk."

I bit my lip. Should've seen this coming.

"Yeah, okay, talk. I'll be there."

I was ready. At least, as ready as I could be...

****

The next day came in an instant. I was ready to talk it all out with Jin.

I called Jimin to inform him, and he wished me luck.

A normal day.

Until I entered the house. His house.

"Jin?"

Silence.

"Is anyone home?"

I switched on the lights, since the door was open allowing me to enter.

Seven boys stood there, smiling at me.

"What-"

A sudden music began to play.

As Taehyung began to sing, I realised; this was the song they were humming.

(Play magic shop here if you like)
I know that you’re hesitating because even if you say the truth
In the end it will all return as scars
I’m not going to say anything blatant like “find strength”
I will let you hear my story, let you hear it

But he did. He told me he was my strength.

Namjoon began to  rap.

What did I say?
I said you’d win, didn’t I?
I couldn’t believe it (really)
Could I win it?
This miracle that isn’t a miracle
Did we make it?
(No) I was here
You were the one that made your way to me
I do believe your galaxy
I want to listen to your melody
Your stars in the Milky Way
Don’t forget that I found you anyways
At the end of my despair
You’re the last reason
For me who was standing at the edge of the cliff
Live

I was smiling, until I heard his voice. A beautiful melody in my ears.

I didn't know he could sing.

I was his sister, and I didn't know.

On days where I hate myself for being me, on days where I want to disappear forever
Let's make a door. It's in your heart
Open the door and this place will await
Magic Shop

Those exact words. Tears threatened to pour out of my eyes, as I covered my mouth.

While drinking a glass of hot tea
And looking up at the Milky Way
You’ll be alright, oh, this here is the Magic Shop

I'll be alright? Will I? Will I ever?

So show me (I'll show you)
So show me (I'll show you)
So show me (I'll show you)
Show you show you