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Like to be you

Present:

This morning I got a phonecall from my manager, Andrew Gentler, to get to his office today. I know he's Shawn's manager too, but that was just simple coincedence. I haven't spoken to Shawn for five years, since the day I left him. These years have been crazy. Both of his have grown a lot if we talk about our singing carreers. Shawn has already released three albums and I have two. 

Andrew's office was in Toronto and lucky for me i had just moved there a few months ago. I locked the door of my condo and went out to my car. It was only a 20 minute drive to get there. I walked towards the elevator and pressed the 9th floor. I listened to the awful elevator music while scrolling through my insta feed. Apparenly Shawn is in Toronto now too. Maybe he is here too. I shruged that thought away. The bell of the elevator rang when i reached the 9th floor and i walked the last few meters to Andrew's office. The door was already a little open and i heard some talking inside. I knocked on the door and pushed it further open. 

"Hi I'm here." I said as i walked two steps towards Andrew's desk where the two men were sitting. I looked up to find Andrew and..Shawn. This couldn't be happening. 

"Y/N! Great you're here. I need to talk to you. To you too Shawn." Andrew sat and gave me a gesture to sit down on the chair next to Shawn's. I walked towards them and nodded. Andrew started talking, but I didn't quite listen to what he was telling at first. I was only interested to why Shawn was here. 

"So i brought you two here because i have an amazing deal for the two of you. There's a song and it's perfect for the two of you. You'll get at least 10 millions dollars each." Andrew said. "Listen i know about your past together, but think about it. It's a good song and a great opportunity to get more fans. I know it's gonna be a it. The only thing you need to do is record it and go the a few interview together." Andrew continued. I looked at him with wide eyes. "Is he crazy?" I thought to myself. That's so not gonna happen. I looked over at Shawn and he looked exact the same way as i did. 

"Why us?" Shawn broke the silence asking the questions that was also laying on my tongue, ready to come out. 

"Because you two are perfect together." I laughed about how ironic that is if you look at our past. Shawn just looked to me with hurt in his eyes and i immediatly stopped laughing. "Look, I know it's a lot to ask but think about it. There's no pressure." Andrew said.

"You'll hear from us." Shawn said and stood up from his chair, walking outside. I said goodbye to Andrew and followed Shawn down the hall. We waited together in silence for the elevator to arrive. 

"We need to talk." Shawn said. I sighed.

"There's nothing to talk about Shawn. We're not gonna do the track. It's just too complicated and it will be even more if we do it." I said. Suddenly Shawn grabbed both of my hands, making me look at him. 

"I didn't mean about the track. I meant about us." I gave him a confused look. "Where did it go wrong between us Y/N?" Shawn clarified. 

"You know that Shawn." I said with a sigh. 

"No i don't. Because you don't talk to be, not then not now. I need to know what's inside your head. I need to understand you feel and what you think. And i think that when we talk, everything will be oke but that doesn't work if you keep shutting me out. I want to work on our relationship Y/N because i still love you, a lot." The second he said it, i felt his lips on mine. I don't know why, but i kissed back and it felt right. Shawn was the first one to pull away.

"Please let's work this out." He said almost begging me. I looked in his eyes and the only two things i could see were hope and love.

"Oke." I said and i felt his lips on mine again.