SM3♡

Lost in Japan

I can't believe I'm on tour with Shawn. I'm in Japan now and Shawn flew to Singapore this morning for an emergency. I was oke with that, since I'm not his girlfriend and I'm 23 so I'm old enough to handle things on my own.

I'm standing in the doorway that leads to the yard of our hotel. It's almost midnight. The stars are shining brightly and there's a little brush of air ever so often. I look at the sky, full of stars, waiting for Shawn to come back here from the studio. Normally I would have already been in bed, but since it's such a beautiful night tonight, I stayed up and waited for my best friend.

I grab my phone out off my pocket and text Shawn, asking how late he'll be here.

1.5 hour later, I hear a door close softly and footstep walking in my direction. I know its Shawn. His perfume already roaming in the air.

A few seconds later, his hands are around my waist and his chin rests on my shoulder. A smile forms on my face.

"Hey beautiful." He whispers.

"Hey." I say quietly, almost in a shy way. Maybe I am a little shy around him. He's just so great and I absolutely don't deserve him as a friend. And maybe..I like him a little more than a friend.

Shawn stands up straight, still holding my waist, and turns me around. A big smile  on his face.

"What were you looking at babe?" He asks. I sigh in a satisfied way.

"The sky, with all the stars. It's a beautiful night." I turn my head a little back so I can see the sky again. Shawn follows my gaze and we keep looking to it for a few more seconds.

I'm the first one to look back at him. I study his whole face. The way his eyes shine by the light of the stars, the little scar on his cheek, that you can barely see, but still quite visible and also his cute pink lips, slightly parted while looking at something. My gaze goes back to his eyes and I see that something he was looking at, was me.

"What were you looking at now?" He asks grinning. I smile back at him.

"Nothing." Shawn sighs.

"Listen. I know you like me more then just friends." My mouth drops open out of confusion. I want to say something, but Shawn puts his finger on my lips. "Sst let me talk. It doesn't bother me if you feel that way, because I feel the same." Shawn says blushing.

"I don't understand." I say. Shawn smiles.

"Me neither. I think it just happened to us and I'm happy it did." A big smile spreads in my face.

"So what were you looking at?" Shawn asks again.

"My star." He smiles and steps one step closer to me till our lips meet.

It's a passionate, but very sweet and soft, kiss. His hands, that were still resting on my waist, slightly go to my hips, pulling me closer to him. It doesn't take long for us to deepen the kiss and walk to the couch backwards.

Our lips haven't left each other when Shawn sits down and I climb on his thighs. My hands now in his hair, pulling on his crulls. He moans in my mouth, a feeling I'll never forget I think. His hands are now stroking my back, drawing small circles on it.

"Maybe.." Shawn says a little out of breath. "..maybe it's better to move this to the bedroom." I nod.

Shawn puts his big hands under my thighs and lifts me up like I weigh nothing. I reattach our lips together while Shawn walks to the bedroom. He puts me down on the bed and steps back to look at me with a smile on his face.

"I'm so happy you waited for me babe." Shawn says, hovering over me. He starts kissing my neck, leaving some hickeys here and there. His hands make their way to the hem of my t-shirt, asking for permission to take it off.

"Please." I whisper. Shawn smiles against my lips, then separates them for a second to take my shirt of, to kiss me again after.

It didn't take long for his shirt to come off too. Shawn's lips make there way to my breast, sucking on my skin. I moarn, feeling the hot sensation inside of me. I can already feel Shawn's reaction of that between my legs. His hands reach behind my back, and before I know it, my bra is gone, but it got much better replacement. Shawn's lips are sucking on my nipples like he's desperate. I moan again, pulling his hair again slightly. Shawn groans, feeling the vibration on my bare breast. Shawn's lips meet mine again in a hot and messy kiss. He starts grinding his boner between my legs.

"Omg Shawn.." I groan. Shawn's hands reach down to my shorts, pulling his hands under it. Only a little piece of fabric is separating his hands with my heat.

"Your so wet already. So wet for me." Shawn moans against my lips. The pressure down there starts to grow. It almost hurts.

"Please Shawn..please take this off I need you so bad please.." I whisper, desperate for his touch.

"Mm I love hearing you beg for me." Shawn says and smiles. He pulls his hands out of my pants and his fingers soon find the button of my shorts. It's off in a second, just like my panties. A soft wave of air flies down my heat, causing me to shiver.

"Your cold?" Shawn teases. "I can warm you up?" His head reaches down my belly, kissing and sucking on it. I moan when his tongue reaches my belly button, circling around like he wants to taste every single inch of me. Then his mouth goes down to the place where I need him the most. He softly kisses my heat. Then his tongue follows, circling again. I'm a moaning mess till I reach my high. I yell his name and breath heavily after. Shawn come up again, looking at the mess of me he just created. A big smile spreads on his face.

"You are my new favorite flavor." He says. I laugh out loud.

"That's great to know." I say shaking my head while laughing. I look down on Shawn, seeing the huge bumb in his jeans. My hands slowly reach to it, grapping it. Shawn groans.

"Please let me be inside of you.." Shawn begs. His eyes are closed as I touch him over his jeans.

"I won't complain." I say, looking up at his face as his eyes open. They're in a much darker shade now then before. Lust is all I see.

He stands up from the bed, pulling his jeans and his boxers off. He sighs in relieve and hovers over me again. I'm about to grab a condom from the night stand when Shawn grabs my arm.

"Please let me feel you and only you. I need you raw. You're on birth control right?" I nod and smile.

"I don't care if you use a condom or not, I just really need you right now." I say, caressing his chest.

"Then don't waste our time." And with that, he shoots himself into me. I groan. That hurt, but in a good way. Shawn waits a little to let me adjust to his size and then starts moving, up and down, in and out. The pressure starts to grow and I can already feel my orgasm coming.

"Shawn, I'm..." I pant.

"Please come for me babe." Shawn says. He pushes himself in me one more time, giving me the biggest orgasm ever. Shawn follows not much later.

"Ride it out babe." I say, caressing his back. He nods. After he lies down next to me and pulls me in his arms.

"I love you." He says kissing me neck one last time.

"I love you too."