This Is Me

Chapter 5 "Feeling Like Home"

Kitty pov

I woke up to see Jake looking at me

"What time is it" I said looking around for the clock

"10 in the morning you fell asleep yesterday" I gave a little nod and closed my eyes again

"no, no more sleep for you doctor said" I sat up and pushed my pillow into his face and crossing my arms, a lady laughed and I turned to see it was Sam I smiled at her and put my tongue out at Jake

"Do my mum and dad know I'm here" I asked trying to get up but that didn't work and fell back down

"yes they do your staying here till the man's locked up so he won't get you and you have some weeks up and (she whispered to me) James made me let him too so don't be too hard on him" I giggled and looked down and seeing Jake give us a funny look making us both fall into laughed I jumped up

"Where's Ben he's not seen me like this right?" my eyes was wide open looking at Jake and he nod.

"He was the one coming home and cuddling to you, you would not let anyone next to you at all"

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to" I said as Jake sat next to me

"Hay its fine we can see why" he put his arm around my side and I jumped away "sorry again" he gave a small smile but I could still leave the hurt in his eyes as he tried so hard to hid it

"Sam can we go out shopping I want to buy some things if that's ok" she understood what I meant and got her things as Jake went to do his things

"Thank you Sam this means a lot and do you think Ben is only that close to me?" I said as we got into the car then we was off

"Yes he's only been like that to you know who and he didn't even really know her your been the closest he's ever been to and I mean EVER been too" I smiled to myself and looked out the window as the world went bye

"Why do you ask sweetie" she said stopping the car and getting out

"I-I-I like J-Jake" she jumped for joy and ran picking me up, I giggled and cuddled into her

"you are the best thing that has happened to him he does like you so much he would not leave your side all night" "thank you" I said and we started shopping I got Ben some sweeties and Jake a photo frame for the photo of me and him first together and got it printed as we went round

When we got home Ben was still at preschool so I put his sweeties on his bed and put James behind my back

"Oh you two back now finally lol what you got kitty" I giggled and backed away

"Nottthhhiinnggg" Jake started coming closer and Sam was laughing her head off so I just ran for it

"I'll get you"

"No you can't" that was until I was spun around and Jake holded me to the wall staring at me he put his head on mine slowly closing his eyes as the clock went

I moved out the way "here you go and Ben needs picking up" he looked down at it and his faced dropped "you don't like it don't hurt me" two arms went around me and pulled me close I closed my eyes and let the water flow out my eyes in seconds

"MUM CAN YOU GO GET BEN PLEASE"

"OK THEN LOOK AFTER HER" I heard the door go and Jake picked me up in his arms and laying me on the bed I wined as my back started to hurt again and I put my arms out trying to pick myself back up

Jake picked me up and I curled up in his arms laying my head on his chest as he makes small curls on my back, I looked up at him and it most of been for years till we both closed our eyes moving close together

"DADDY LOOK WHAT I MADE" I almost fell of Jake and I looked down to see ben little eyes looking back at us Jake let me down but still keeping one arm around me and picked Ben up

"And what do you have today then" Jake said as we all sat down on Jakes bed, Ben got a painting out and opened it up

"This is you me and kitty and nanan we family" he said giving his best smile at us Jake looked at me and kissed my check I blushed and looked down

"yes we are all of us" Jake said and we all went down stairs as Ben got Sam to open his sweeties and we all curled up watching movies Sam in blankets and me on jakes lap with Ben in the middle of us laying in my top with his head out the top fast asleep so I put my jumper on like a baby on my tummy and put his legs inside more keeping my hands in the jumper raping us both up and Jake played with his hair making him give little bubbles of giggles out of his mouth making us laugh every so often