The Bad Boys Girl

Its a nice day today!!

Harvey's prov:

I lay in bed as crystal crossed my mind. I know I fucked up badly and I try to apologise yet she still doesn't forgive me but then again I wouldn't either. I basically publicly embarrassed her and kissed her 'all time' bully and I'm the one that caused all the humiliation in the first place in front of everyone.

I sigh and turn on my side trying to get to sleep but my mind kept telling me that I need to keep fighting for her, even if she won't forgive me. Yet all I wanted to do was give up. There is no point in fighting for something that's already broken.

I get out of bed since I can't get any sleep and walk over to my desk as I grabbed my phone and scanned threw my photos. A picture of me and crystal caught my eye as I stared at it for a while. I could see the happiness she had in her eyes and I can still remember how good the energy was that surrounded us.

What we have gone through is a lot and isn't really the typical highschool life that every kid has to go through. It's like we were the unlucky ones that have been chosen to be dragged through hell and back. I need to fix this. Not just crystal but her dad, those guys, our friends and ME. This isn't just some mistake were you spread rumours and your friends fall out with you, it's more like we are playing a game and no matter how many steps I move other people are always ahead, it's never ending, it doesn't stop.

I drag back to reality by the sound of my phone ringing in my hand. I see Justins caller on the screen as I pick up, placing the phone against my ear.

"Hey what's up?" I ask as I place a pencil back into its tub.

"Nothing really I was just thinking how our lives are so messed up and how it's so frustrating that we can't just go back to our typical highschool life's and act like nothing ever even happened cause instead I'm going in school dreading to see who is around the corner, wondering who's next."

"I know how that feels. I wish we could just go into school tomorrow and worry about upcoming exams and tests, heck even worry about what girls I can't pull yet instead I'm worrying about what's going to happen. I don't even know if crystals okay." I reply looking at a picture on my desk from when I was 10 on my birthday part. If only I could go back then and change everything now, that would be a miracle.

"I just want it to be over."

"Don't we all." I say as I kept my eyes trained on the picture in front of me.

"Anyways I've gotta go and get some sleep, I needed someone to talk to so ya know, I'll meet you tomorrow for revision yeah?" He asks waiting for my answer.

"Yeah." I say, ending the call and putting it back on charge. I sigh and go back to bed, hopefully this time I would have better luck sleeping rather than tossing and turning the whole night.

After a couple I minutes that passed I felt my eye lids become heavier as I could barely manage to keep them open. I doze off into a peaceful sleep and the last thing that was on my mind was how fucked up all of our life's are.

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"Wait so when do we do our exams?" Justin asked turning his head towards me.

"No idea although I'm pretty sure it's somewhere between next week and now." I say whilst adverting my gaze towards Kate.

"Ugh I didn't even revise any subject at all whatsoever. I'm gonna fail!" Kate replies as she waves her hands about, trying to be the over dramatic person that she is.

"Yeah neither did we. I don't think crystal would've either since her life is just as messed up as ours. If my grades slip then I'm never getting into the sports programme since you need to keep your grades at a B and that's at minimum. I'm just about managing that grade now!" I reply as run my hand through my hair stopping myself from having a stress breakdown.

"Sucks to be you." Kate replies laughing at how nervous I am.

"It sucks to be all of us. And wasn't you the one that was stressing before about how you haven't done any revision?" Justin asks raising his brow as his lips formed into a smirk.

"Whatever." Kate answered brushing off the whole statement as she tried to change the subject.

"It's a nice day today don't you think?" Kate ask as she nervously pulled at her top.

"Kate it's raining." I reply looking at her as if she is blind.

"Yeah I don't think the word rain comes beneath the nice weather category although it does come under the bad weather somewhere." Justin says laughing whilst he turned his attention to the outside view. I wish today would just be over and done with but it doesn't look like that's going to happen anytime soon.

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Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in a while! I was updating new chapters for my other book 'His Nerd' be sure to check it out! Thanks for all the teasers that had read up this far! In my opinion I think I've kinda messed up the story line but I'm going to keep going, although after the next 3 chapters or so I'm going to change the story back to being all about highschool! Anyways...
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