Obsessive. (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 36

Olivia's POV

I still can't get over what happened last night. Harry pointed a gun at me and told me that he'll shoot the old couple. I don't know if I was afraid of him or if I was afraid of innocent people getting hurt. I don't know why he has a gun but I'm not interested in knowing. I just know that he's a dangerous man and he could hurt me.

The worst thing he did was he locked me up in that dark room. I've told him my weakness and biggest fear and he used that on me. I hate him for doing that but I hate myself even more because I still like him after all that he's done.

When I went downstairs, I saw him drinking so I went back to my room. I was trying my best to avoid him but that would be impossible because we only live in one house. I was supposed to drink some water but when I saw him, I thought to myself that I could not handle him when he's drunk.

I was sitting on the foot of the bed while swaying my legs back and forth. I was thinking of what will happen between Harry and I if we continue to ignore each other or what will happen if we were back to normal.

My heart stopped when I heard someone knocking on the door. Of course, it's Harry but I don't know why he's knocking when I know he has a key for this room. I walked towards the door and thought twice of opening it. What does he want? I moved closer to the door and pressed my ear against it. I heard Harry breathing heavily and sniffing.

I opened the door because I was worried about him. I only opened it a bit and blocked his way. He was looking down at the floor but when he heard the door opening, he looked up at me. I felt a sting in my heart because of what I saw in front of me. Harry's eyes were red and tears were streaming down his face. Why is he crying when I'm supposed to be crying?

"P-please can we talk?" He asked and I have no idea what to do right now. I've never seen a guy cry in front me.

I don't know why but my first instinct was to close the door because I don't know what to do and I don't want to give in too easily just because he's crying. I need time and space to forgive him after what he's done last night. Before I could even close the door, Harry's foot got in between the door and he was able to get in.

"We need to talk" He said softly while I took a step back and I didn't answer him.

"I'm sorry. I really am sorry" Harry said while tears were streaming down his face and sincerity was evident on his face.

He would take a step forward every time he apologizes but I would only step back twice until I was against the wall. I looked down because I didn't want to look at his face anymore.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to-" Harry said but I interrupted him and I looked at him straight in the eyes.

"You didn't mean to? I told you my weakness Harry and you used it against me! How could you?! I told you my weakness because I trusted you but this is what you'll do?!" I said and I couldn't stop the tears to come down.

"I'm sorry, Okay?! Remember when I told you I was not scared of anything?" He asked but I didn't have the time to answer him because he continued to speak. "The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you and I just wanted to make you feel how it terrifies me when you went out of the restaurant to escape" He said. I realized that our faces were only inches apart. I was looking everywhere in his eyes to check if he was sincere. My heart was hurting because of how honest he is and how I didn't know that I also hurt him.

"I-I only tried to escape because I don't want to fall for you any deeper, Harry. It's wrong" I said. Harry's eyes widened and he blinked for several times. I just admitted my feelings for him.

Harry cupped my cheeks with both of his hands and moved his face closer to mine while I did the same thing. He pressed his lips against mine and our lips moved. I didn't know where to put my hands so I pressed my palm against Harry's chest to create a little space between us and the other one roamed around his hair but Harry groaned and he removed my hand from his hair and pinned it above my head and later on, he removed my hand from his chest and pressed his whole body against mine.

This is the first time that we kissed without the other being drunk and this is also the first time I'm letting a guy this close to me.

"Tell me to stop if you want me to" He said when he broke the contact on our lips and I just nodded while humming. I wanted more.

"I need words, Olivia" He said.

"Okay" I said before cupping his cheeks and pressing my lips against his. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I gasped when he squeezed my bum, letting him slide his tongue inside my mouth. My eyes widened because of what he did but it closed again when his tongue touched mine gently. Oh my goodness. What am I doing? Why am I letting him and myself do this? Why do I like it?

Harry swept his tongue on my lower lip and I did the same. Harry pulled back slightly and stared at me in the eyes while giving me a sly smile. How could he.

He slowly pressed his lips against my neck and left kisses. It was more gentle than what he did before. I giggled when he found my soft spot. Suddenly, I felt him sucking my skin while I moaned his name and pulled his hair.

"Fuck. Stop pulling my hair" Harry said while pulling my hand off his hair. He placed both of my hands behind my back and continued to suck on my skin. I don't know what he's doing but it feels so good. I moaned and unconsciously moved my hips forward and felt that he's turned on. He moaned and I bit my lip. He licked and bit my skin before staring at me straight in the eyes. To break the intense gaze he's giving me , I looked at the mark that he did before looking at him again.

"You're mine" He said.

"Nobody owns me" I said.

"Then, I am nobody" He said while smirking and I laughed at him.

"Nice joke" I said.

"I'm not joking, Olivia" Harry said.

I looked at him and saw how serious he is but no, nobody really owns me. My mind and body is telling me that he does but my heart is telling me it isn't right. When he didn't get a response from me, he quickly gave me a kiss on the lips.

"I have to take care of this" He said while pointing down his pants and I giggled.

"Goodnight, Harry" I said.

"Goodnight, Olivia" He said before leaving.

I sat on the bed and thought what just happened. We were fighting earlier and the next thing I know we were kissing. I don't even know why I didn't stop myself from kissing him. I can't believe that I let him do that. I don't even know what will happen between us. I don't even know if the next day, we're going to be fine or if we'll be like how we were before. I don't still quite understand him. I don't even know what relationship we have but I know it's not friendship. I don't even know if he's doing this because he wants to get in my pants or because he really likes me. Everything is unsure and I'm afraid that I'll end up getting broken because of this unsureness between Harry and I.

Author's Note

Hello, I'll be updating on weekends because I have responsibilities at school but I'll try my best to update as much chapters as I can. Thank you for reading. Have a good day. All the love. xx