Olivia's POV
Maybe I was wrong. Maybe everything nice he did for me was just an act. Just an act to get closer to me so he'll be able to do whatever he wants with me. That friendship was also a joke. How could he be so nice and friendly and then the next he's aggressive? I don't know if he has some issues.
Anyways, I have to admit that I was at fault for breaking his rule and for being careless when I speak to him. I know that I won't be able to sleep peacefully tonight if I know that Harry's still mad at me. I'll let him cool down and try to lighten his mood if I see him again.
I went back to my room and lied on the bed. I tried to think of something that will lighten up his mood. He said that he doesn't want my apologies and he also said that I should stay away from his life as possible but I know that's not going to happen because we live in the same house. I can only do that if he let me go even if I don't have anywhere else to go.
I looked at the clock beside me and saw that it was already lunch time. I couldn't think of anything else but to cook for Harry. If he didn't eat breakfast, I'm sure he's hungry now.
I went to the kitchen and cook some meat, vegetables, and gathered the other ingredients. After an hour or so, I finished cooking food and preparing everything on the table. I sat on the chair and as I looked at the dishes, I realized that I may or may not have cooked too many for the two of us. I just thought that he'll get picky because he's moody.
I guess, he's not sick anymore because of how he reacted today. Maybe all along when he was nice to me, he was sick and now that he's well, he's aggressive and rude. Maybe he was not in the right state of mind when he agreed to becoming friends with me.
My thoughts were stopped when I felt Harry's presence in the kitchen. He only drank water and started walking away. I stood up and followed him.
"Harry! Wait up" I said. I quickly ran and stood in front of him to block his way from the front door.
"Step aside, Olivia" He said.
"You should eat first and let's talk" I said.
"Didn't you hear what I just said?" He asked.
"C'mon, please. I don't like it when I'm not in good terms with people" I said.
"Well, I don't like it when people get in my way. Move yourself away from the door or I'll do it myself the hard way" He said.
"I know you're hungry" I said. I must be digging myself a hole and getting myself into Harry's nerves far deeper.
"For fück's sake, I will eat outside" He said and gently pulled me away from the door.
That was his hard way of moving me away from the door? I mean, I'm not complaining but I was expecting something else. Harry left and didn't even bother to close the door. I know I have the chance to escape but I'll have no place to go and I don't know the way. Besides, what if I get kidnapped again by another group while escaping? I'll be back to square one.
I saw Harry getting in the car and driving away. I sighed but before I could close the door, I saw a middle aged woman walking on the other side of the road with a little girl. Their clothes were dirty and some parts were torn. They're not wearing any shoes or slippers. Her mom was holding an old bag while she was holding a doll.
I quickly went to the kitchen and looked for some containers. If Harry's going to eat outside then the dishes I've prepared will be wasted. I can give this to them instead and besides, I can't finish these all by myself. I put the dishes and some rice in the lunch boxes I found on the shelf.
I quickly went outside and crossed the road. There were only few cars and it was a good thing that they haven't gotten too far. I stopped in front of them while catching my breath.
"Hello, this is for you two. I know it's not enough for the whole day" I said shyly while handing the lunch boxes to them.
"No, dear. This is enough for us. Thank you. I'm sure every time we're reminded by your act of kindness, we'll feel full already" The woman said.
"You're welcome" I smiled to them. I looked at the little girl who was hiding behind her mom. I crouched down near and smiled at her. "This is for you" I said and gave her an ice cream that was inside Harry's fridge. She grabbed it and whispered a thank you. I stood up and saw that she was struggling to open it so I helped her. They both said thank you again and I went back to Harry's house.
That was heart warming. If anyone saw me outside while walking back to Harry's house, they're going to think that I'm insane because I was smiling by myself. I felt really happy because they're happy and I've totally forgotten about my encounter with Harry.
I ate lunch by myself and after that I went to the living room to watch. I turned on the television and let myself forget about Harry. If that was even possible.
After an hour, I was surprised that Harry was back. He looked at me like I did something wrong before going to the kitchen.
"Olivia!" I heard Harry shout and I frantically stood up. What did I do wrong this time?
"Yes?" I asked him when I got to the kitchen.
"Where's the lunch boxes?" He said.
"Lunch boxes" I repeated what he said.
I'm a dead meat.
"Yes. The lunch boxes" He said.
I can't lie to him because it's obviously not there anymore and I know he can tell if I'm lying.
"I gave it to the needy" I said while looking down at my feet and fiddling with my fingers.
"You gave it to the what?!" He shouted.
Here we go again.
"I just thought that it would be a waste of food and it's better to help other people so I looked for something to put the food in and then I found the lunch boxes and I thought that it's not important anymore because it looks like they were untouched and-" I took a deep breath to speak again but Harry interrupted. When will he let me finish talking?
"What if I tell you those lunch boxes are more important than you?" He shouted while pointing at me. I feel so attacked right now.
"I-I could just pay for it. I still have money left" I stuttered out. I was still staring at my feet because I didn't want to see his face right now.
"No. I want the same lunch boxes and how many times do I have to tell you that you don't fücking touch my things?!" He said.
"I-I gave it to the needy" I said again.
"Why do you keep thinking about others when you don't even think about yourself? You know, you're not that different from them. You also fücking need help but no one's going to help you. I mean, look at you. I'm sure you need money, love or some shït but no one's going to give you any of that because you're by yourself and you're helpless!" He said and I couldn't help but start crying. I really didn't want to cry in front of him because he's going to think that I'm weak but I couldn't fight back the tears.
"You broke two rules in a day. You're not going to eat for two days starting tonight" He said.
I didn't even care but I ran away before he could be the first one to leave. I don't even care if I don't eat for two days and I don't even have an appetite tonight. I rushed to my bed and cried on the pillows. He hurt me so much with his words.
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Obsessive. (Harry Styles fanfiction)
FanficOlivia, a 22-year old girl, was just trying to live a normal life but Harry Styles came into view and everything became different. Not only did her life changed but he also did for the best and for the worse. Best, he was in love. Worse, he became o...