she threw herself into dangerous arms to seek comfort from unwelcome guests
in attempt to feel loved, like she wasn't a pest.
years went by as she tangled herself into strangers that were ruthless.
maybe if she knew this,
she wouldn't of searched for countless ages to be loved, knowing now what awful person she has become.
but, she found a girl that made everyone else seem dull.
a girl that makes her heart feel warm and full.
now, she's changing her unruly habits to keep the girl that enchanted her,
because she's inspired and willing to cross miles of mountains for her.
her mind is filled with demeaning poison from the past,
hoping to recover so her new relationship could last.
trusting her partner with every single word,
pleading and begging with all her strength that she doesn't get hurt.
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homesick - poetry
Poetryhomesick: (adj.) sad or depressed from a longing for home or family while away from them for a long time.
