losing feelings that used to be known,
several feelings that were once shown.
days tick by without any meaning,
unless I'm drugged, almost dead, or practically not breathing.
a lifeless body is my very being.
not exactly the future everyone was seeing.
how life used to be so great and thrilling
but now it's awfully boring and non appealing.
wanting to sleep all day to avoid spending so many hours in the day.
wanting the pain to all just dissipate away.
too many hours spending doing nothing to know
as if I'm a lonely puppet for everyone's show.
this is what my life has become,
so boring and numb.
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homesick - poetry
Poetryhomesick: (adj.) sad or depressed from a longing for home or family while away from them for a long time.
