dull, blue nights in complete silence.
what I wanted was space, but I succumbed to acts of violence.
either to myself, or to you, I cannot keep living like this.
loneliness getting too difficult to cope with.
building up happiness after self destructing,
living this way is corrupting.
I want to be someone that was your only one.
after I had you, I took everything for heart with logic and ended up alone.
I've always shifted the blame over to someone else more times than I do to myself, but I admit you could of treated me better yourself.
dull, blue days of gray,
how I wish this loneliness will fade.
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homesick - poetry
Poetryhomesick: (adj.) sad or depressed from a longing for home or family while away from them for a long time.
