Maria's P.O.V.
I walk into the waiting room even though I wasn't supposed to get out of the hospital bed. The nurses didn't stop me though. I'm glad they didn't.
"Thomas put him down!" I yell as I see Thomas's fist come back.
He drops his fist and releases Allen. Allen sits and Thomas turns and faces me. I place my hands on my hips and glare at him.
I can feel my legs shaking under me. I need to sit but then I lose my seriousness and look weak. Fuck I hate this stupid blood loss shit.
I can see the doctor walking towards me. I turn around and start walking back towards my hospital room as soon as I'm outta sight I feel the tears fall. I can't believe Thomas was going to fight Allen. I know Allen hurt me but that doesn't mean he has to hurt him.
I walk into my hospital room and sit down on the bed. The nurse comes in and hooks an IV into my arm.
I lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling. The nurse closes the door as she walks out of the room. I seriously can't believe Thomas did that.
I hear a knock on the door.
"Come in," I say as loud as I can.
I see the door knob turn and the door opens. I really don't want any one in my room right now. I'm so stressed and tired. I look to see who it is and in walks Thomas. The person I don't want to deal with right now.
He walks over and sits on the side of the bed. I sit up as best as I can. He sighs.
"Why?" I ask him seriously.
Thomas looks down at the floor, "I was angry."
I sigh and lay back down, "You don't have to hurt him."
"I didn't know what to do. He hurt you."
"That doesn't mean you have to hurt him."
"He deserves it and you know it," he says sternly and turns to look at me.
I look down at my hands. I turn them over in my lap and look at my wrists. The cuts are because of Allen. I know he hurt me, but I don't want him getting hurt.
"I don't want him getting hurt," I whisper.
"Why do you care so much about him?" Thomas asks as he stands and starts to pace the room.
"Because I do, okay?"
"You are really hard to understand sometimes Maria!" he practically yells.
I can feel the tears coming to my eyes. I don't know what to do. Thomas has always been the calm one. He's only ever yelled at me like this over text.
"I- I don't know," I whisper as the tears start to fall.
Just then the door opens and almost hits Thomas.
"Can I talk to you?" asks Allen as Thomas brings his fist to Allen's gut.
Allen's P.O.V.
"Can I talk to you?" I manage to get out before Thomas punches me. I double over in pain. I hate when people do this to me.
"What the fuck was that for?" I hear Maria yell through tears.
I cough, I can see the blood on the floor, "Maria- I'm- fine," I stutter.
"Thomas! How could you!?!" Maria practically sobs.
I try to stand back up and I mange to stand. I keep from coughing just long enough to say, "Thomas I think you should go."
Maria doesn't stop him from leaving. He flicks me off as he walks past me. I stumble over to Maria's hospital bed. I sit on the edge of the bed. I see her move so she's sitting cross legged in at the top of the bed. She's staring at me.
"I'm sorry," she says quietly. She's still crying I can tell.
"It's not your fault," I say and turn to look at her. She's so beautiful. I don't know what to say to her. I came in here to tell her how I truly feel.
"Why did you come in here?" She asks in her innocent curious voice.
I sigh and look down at my hands, "I came to tell you my true feelings for you."
"Well first I want to apologize for hurting you so bad. I never meant to hurt you so bad," I start to tear up, "I had to make you hate me so you could move on. You deserve to be happy."
"You think I moved on?" Maria practically whispers.
"After how mean I've been to you I thought you did," I whisper and I feel the tears falling down my face. I can't believe I'm crying. She is the only girl I've ever cried this much over.
"Allen please don't cry," she says as she moves as close as she can with the IV in her arm. She reaches the hand on the arm without the IV and wipes away my tears, then wipes away her own. I reach up to her face and wipe away her tears. I let my hand linger on her face for awhile. She leans her head into my hand.
"I love you," I whisper as she touches her hand to mine.
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Teen FictionMaria was happy, thought she had a normal life. Then the break up came and then the cuts and now the trying so hard not to kill herself... (Warning contains the following: Self Harm Suicidal Thoughts Alcoholism Drug Usage)