Just Friends.

The News.

We have been in Florida for 3 days until i get a phone call from my mother. She informed me my dad has pasted away. My dad was everything to me, he was always there, took me everywhere, and always knew what to say. What I did next was crazy, but yet not psycho. I told Jake we needed to break up for a while till I could recover. Love that was as strong as our could last forever. That is if you and him become just friends again.

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The next day I texted him this.

"I wish I could look at you and smile and say I moved on but I can't.I don't know why, I never had this happen to me. I want to scream and cry and just say: Why? But in my heart I know it had to. I miss your scent. Your laughs. Our walks to together in the park. I miss you. I thought you were going to be the love of my life. You don't understand my dear, you were my entire book of my life, and I was just a chapter of yours. Part of me wants you too miss me and beg me to come back in your arms, but I can't. I know its not good for me. I wish I told you, i'm sorry. I'm sorry for ending this."

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I got a reply the next day. He said he wanted to talk to me. When he got here we didn't do any talking. He closed my door and grabbed my waist and kissed me. He put his hand up my shirt, but the next thing I told him was "I cant do this". Im not that type of girl he thinks I am. He understood as he took his hand out of my shirt. Next thing I see is jaw dropping standing outside my door.