i need a place to write my feelings ..
i think i am depressed and constantly having suicidal thoughts .
i'm just not the way i used to be anymore and i don't think this is just a phase , .
trust me when i say i have none to talk to .. everybody is so busy with their own problems , i don't want to add more problems/burden by telling them what i feel .
i don't know what to do .
i can't sleep ,
i don't even eat well anymore ,
i self loathe for being me .
i want to be more than me ..
be the person that everyone likes , be smart like my brother , be kind like my mum ..
i want to be ..
-sincerely the author
i wish you all well and never feel the way i feel .
-S
