You're Self Concious (Imagine - Calum/4)

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Hey guys, 

So this wasn't a request, but I'm gonna do it anyway ahaha. It's also quite long and cute, so be prepared for SO MANY CALUM FEELS :) So, with that, enjoy! :) xx

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"Hey Y/N, me and the boys are going down to the beach for the day. Some of the other girls are gonna be there as well, so did you wanna come?" Calum looked at you, waiting for your answer, with an umbrella and a beach chair in his arms. You hadn't seen the other boys girlfriends in a while, so you thought; maybe I could just sit on the shore and chat with them for a while.

You agreed to go, and Calum cheered as he threw some things into the boot of your new car. You quickly went upstairs, and got changed into your bikini, that Calum had picked out a while ago. You'd never had the opportuinity to wear it, because you weren't really comfortable with your body. After throwing a t-shirt and shorts over the top, placing a hat on your head, putting sunglasses over your eyes, and slipping your feet into thongs (flip-flops), you met Calum in the car.

You slipped into the passanger seat, and you began the 20 minute drive to where the land met the ocean. Once you arrived, both yourself and Calum set up the umbella, beach seats and towels and waited for the others to turn up. 

You only had to wait for a few minutes before Luke and Michael arrived together, followed by Ashton about 10 minutes later. All the boys immediately ripped their tops off (not that you were complaining), and you four girls sat on the towels and talked. You glanced at all the girls bodies from behind your sunglasses, and you were completely in awe of them all.

One by one, all the girls joined the boys in the water, until it was only you left on the sand. You pulled out your phone, still in your t-shirt and shorts, and began to browse instagram. 

"Hey babe," you looked up to find your soaking boyfriend walking across the sand towards you. "Did you want to come in the water?" he asked sweetly, glancing back at the others diving under the waves. "Nah, it's okay, I'm not feeling that great," you lied, putting on a fake smile for him, and taking your sunglasses off, but Calum just frowned at you.

"That's not your real smile, what's going on?" he asked concerned, laying a towel down for himself and taking a seat next to you in the sun. He pulled you into his bare chest, and the tears well up in your eyes.

"Oh no, shhh, don't cry, please don't cry," Calum whispered into your hair, kissing it, as you silently sobbed into his chest, with your hands covering your face.

"I...I just see a-all the other boys girlfriends...and t-they're so much prettier...and s-skinnier...and smarter...t-than me, and I d-don't know why you even like me," you manage to get out, sniffling occastionally.

"Compared to them, I-I'm hideous, I'm absolutely disgusting. I-I'm fat, and ugly, and y-you deserve so much better t-than me..." By this point, the tears are falling silently down your face, and you try to get out of Calum's grasp.

When Calum doesn't say anything, you look up to see his reaction. You notice his beautiful, chocolate brown eyes, are glossy with tears, and he's looking at you in disbelief.

"I think I'll just go home.." you trail off, holding the edge of your beach towel and beginning to stand up. But Calum's hand grabbed onto your wrist, and pulled you back down to him. You sat cross-legged in front of him, and play with your hands. 

"What to you mean? You're incredible!" Cal began, placing his finger under your chin, forcing you to look at him. 

"Do you know how gorgeous you are? You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. The last year has been the best year of my life, because I got to spend it with you. You're not fat, in fact, you're no where near fat! And even if you were, would that make me love you any less? Of course not!"

He takes his hands and cups your face sweetly. You search his face for any signs of regret, or lying for that matter, but you could only see adoration and love. Slowly, he brought his head down to rest our foreheads together. You bit your lip and stared into his eyes for what seemed like forever, until your brought your hands up and rubbed his cheeks with your thumbs.

"I love you so much Y/N...god I love you," he whispered, both of you holding each other's faces. You let one last tear escape your eye, before you closed the gap and pressed your lips against his. It wasn't a needy, rough kiss, but slow and passionate, showing how much you loved each other.

"Oi, love birds, get back over here!" one of the boys yelled from the water. In the midst of everything, you completely forgot that you weren't alone. You both pulled away shyly and stood up.

"I love you too Cal, so much more than you know," you giggled, pulling off your top and shorts in the burning sun, and taking Calum's hand in your own. He looked you up and down in a satisfied way, biting his lip and grinning like a maniac.

You laugh and drag him across the sand, towards the ocean, where the other boys and their girlfriends were splashing each other. As you reach the water's edge, he picks you up, and you scream and wrap your arms around his neck.

He suddenly stops when the water reaches Calum's waist, and you've hovering right above the waterline. He grins down at you evilly.

"You wouldn't," you say, as though you could read his mind.

"Oh I would, and I will!" he shouts, before dunking you, however, having your arms around his neck, you bring him down with you.

You both break the surface after a few seconds, laughing your heads off. You slowly drift out, and he pulls you into his chest and you wrap your legs around his waist.

"You're so beautiful," he whispers, and you smile gently at him, before your lips connect, and slowly move together as one.

You couldn't have asked for a sweeter boyfriend to [hopefully] share the rest of your life with...

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 08, 2014 ⏰

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