Don't Hold Me Back (Langst)

Chapter 8

Lotor shall see Lances secrets!
Hehe
Warning reference to self harm depicted in chapter.
Slight character devolopement!

I walk out of the escape pod and onto Lotor's main ship. I think of the people I learned to think of as my family that I left back on that ship.

"Halt and identify yourself." I hear a gaurd say as I am walking through the halls. I turn to him and see a gun pointed at me.

"General Lance of Alex204." I say to him as I continue walking.

I walk into my room and slip my shirt off and walk into the bathroom to wash my face off. As I exit my bathroom I see Lotor sitting on my bed waiting for me. I let out a little gasp as I jump for my coat, but it's too late. He saw everything, each little insecurity across my body, revealed.

I watch him jump to his feat and rush to me.

"Lance, what is this?!" He says holding out my arm.

"They are only old scars, Lotor." I say finding interest in my shoelaces.

"Tell me the truth. What. Is. This. Answer me." He says in a commanding voice that he rarely uses with me.

"I haven't done anything like this since I have been around you. You make me feel like I can belong anywhere. That I'm not a complete burden or failure! Your fixing me, Lotor!" I see letting my feelings spill out.

"Are you sure it's healthy for you to be around me?" He says as he comes closer and starts softly stroking my cheek.

"Yes, and if I'm wrong. Then so be it. Nothing can stop me." I say before he places his warm lips on mine and starts moving against mine softly.

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KEEFY brought to you by Billy the Death
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I secretly placed a robot camera tracker thingy pidge made in Lances pod and is currently watching Lance and Lotor making out in the middle of a room, tears filling my eyes.

I love him, why can't he see that!

Lotor is corrupting him. Why can't he see that?

I'm too late to save him. Lotor has his claws too deep in Lance. Lance is gone.

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Pov change brought to you by Gabriel
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I lay next to lotor, my head layed comfortably on his chest, his muscular arm protectively around me. I can feel him running slowly up and down my bare back. I still can't believe that I fell in love with the one person I thought was evil. Let alone a Prince falling in love with all of my damaged parts. I just don't want to lose him.

I notice I have been staring at his beautiful face for a long time.

"I love you, Lance. I hope you know that and don't need to go back to that." He says to me as he softly kisses me.

"I know, I love you too." I say as I kiss back.

"Promise me that you won't go back to self harm." He says as he places his finger under my chin and force me gently to look him in the eyes.

"Promise me." He demands protectively in a loving tone.

"I promise I won't." I say, smiling at him happily.

We hear knocking at the door of my room

"Um, sir. Voltron is attacking." A Galran gaurd says as he walks in and looks anywhere but at us.

"Your dismissed. Now leave" Lotor says as we both sit up. I watch as he nervously scurried out of the room.

We both jump out of the bed, running to try to get our armour on without tripping or running into each other, which ended up with alot cussing and apologies.

We finally got our armour on and rushed out and into the control room. We see mass chaos and destruction outside the the windows of the room.

"Sir, we are receiving a transmission." A Galran gaurd reports.

"Put it through." Lotor says as the Galran soldier puts his arm across his chest in a solute.

We watch as Keith's face pops up first, along with the other paladins.

"Give us Lance, and we will pull back. Ignore this offer, you will die." Shiro announces, anger filling his tone. The Paladins looked ready to kill.

"We need our blue Paladin back." Keith says as he looks at me with heart broken eyes.

"Your choice blue. Them or us. We will not force anything upon you." Lotor's strong voice stated for them all to hear.

"P-please Lance! I love you!" Keith yells, tears in his eyes.

Everything seems to stop right then. How could he even say that to me?! I have been trying for a year to get him to notice me. *cough notice me senpai* But he just now realizes it?! No I'm not going back. Fuck him.

"Fuck you guys. I have sided with Lotor, and there is no changing my goddamn mind!" I yell at the screen anger running through me.

"Lotor makes me feel like I belong somewhere. You never did. So go fuck yourselves." I say as I watch their faces turn surprised and hurt.

"Sir, what are your orders?" I ask Lotor as smile at his proud look.

"I would like to offer a deal. Negotiate terms of the deal with me, general Lance." He says, loving and proud.