Don't Hold Me Back (Langst)

Chapter 9

I feel slight fear go through me. I'm entering the ship of the people I just told to fuck themselves.

This cant end well.

I walk down the once familiar halls of the castle. I step a little closer to Lotor in my nervousness. I feel him grab my hand and give it a slight squeeze to reasure me before letting go. I get into my professional position next to Lotor on his right. We walk into a room of shocked glares of pain.

"You took our blue paladin from us, what else do you need?!" Allura says as she glares at me.

"I didnt steal him, I gave him a choose. He chose me over you. frankly it doesnt surprise me." He says with a smirk before glancing lovingly at me.

"No, you did something to him." Allura says with anger as I feel rage bubble up through me.

"How dare you question what I want!" I yell at her. 

"You cant  want this for your self!" She yells at me. I feel myself start to swing but Lotor catches my arm in mid air.

"Thats not professional General Lance." Lotor says calmly as he softly lets my hand fall to my side.

"I'm sorry, sir, it wont happen again during a meeting." I say with a slightly evil smirk, I see fear in her eyes. i only smirk more.

"I'm not controlling him, watch." he turns to me as he smiles.

"Who's team are you going to leave with?" My eyes widen. is this seriously necessary?

"I choose Lotor. I will always choose Lotor." I say. smiling back up at him.

"I'm here to provide my help to exterminate my pest of a father." he says as he turns towards the paladins once again.

Here, to not bore you poor readers with a stupid war meeting, let me give you the shorter version of that. *Lance! what the hell!?* But, Author Chan! Meetings are boring! they dont want to read that! *sigh fine. I will allow a time skip.* Do the thing! Do the thing!

*Time skip brought to you by Season 7* Yay!

In the end we created a very tense Truce. Hey! At least I didnt kill Allura! I was very tempted to poison the Princess's food. We entered the ship and are bombarded with hugs and praises. 

"We were starting to get worried about you two, did it work!?"

"We are perfectly fine, and yes, the plan worked!" I say with a smile.

"I wanted to kill the Princess though."

"I think we all want to kill her. If you want, when Zarkon is dead, shes next." Zethrid says smiling, once the hug is broken.

"Nah, shes not worth our attention." I say as Lotor grabs my hand and leads me away. when we are around the corner, I feel him shove his lips against mine as I immediately melt into the loving, powerful kiss.

"You do want to be here, right?" Lotor asks me and I look into his eyes, my eyes filling with confusion.

"Why wouldnt I want to be here?" I ask as I kiss his nose and smile at him. I here him purring quietly as he holds me in the warm comfort of his arms. I feel myself smiling, happier than I have ever been.

"C'mon love birds, get to the command center. we have to discuss something!" I here Ezors voice say over the loud speakers.

"Why does everything keep interrupting our lovely moments?!" he cries out as I laugh and pull him behind me to the Command center to discuss our plan of action with our new 'friends'.

*a point of view switch* 

I sit in my room, betrayal running through my whole existance. I feel pain shooting through my chest. Why doesnt he love me? Why am I not enough to make him stay? Maybe I shouldnt have been such an asshole.

But I was scared! Im not used to being scared!*bite me, i will fix it later.* I throw my knife at the wall in anger. Im also not used to feeling  the pain of heartbreak. Why cant i just burn my feelings and be done with it?!

"Because, that would be too easy, dear." I hear an unknown voice say. I turn all around but cant see the owner of the creepy voice. *whats with me and writing in unknown creepy voices?!* 

"You wont be able to see me my dear, but I can help you get your love. I just ask one favor. Keep tabs on Lotor for me. Deal?" she says as i give up and think over my options. I hate Lotor, and i love Lance. Nothing else matters.

"Fine, you have yourself a deal." I say, a wicked smile spreads across my face in the darkness. I will win him over, whatever the cost.

A/N

oh hey fans.

please dont kill me.

I have no excuse. im sorry it took so long, but hey, it was worth the wait right? *realizes that it slightly short and also kind of confusing* eat up. next one is either friday or next week. just please dont kill me for the wait! love you all!

*runs away from the angry fans with weapons* 

enjoy!