Always been big 4

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We back bitcheeees!! ok ok let me stop being ghetto and tell you. I was so excited to write this book

Don't worry. No pimps and drug dealers in this one guys sorry.

There are a lot of big girl stories where she meets a drug dealer and they date. It's getting old af. So I'm going to be the big D! that don't mean dick, daddy, or diva. Even though I am daddy and I am a diva! It means DIFFERENT!!!!

I know a lot about relationships. I'll put that to use. I've written like five stories by hand and they were surprisingly better than this. I'm going to put that skill to work. Enjoy this chapter.

We can fight our desires, oo-oo

But when we start making fires

We get ever so hot, oo-oo

Whether we like it or not

They say we can love who we trust, oo-oo

But what is love without lust.

Two hearts with accurate devotion, oo-oo

What are feelings without emotions?

I woke up to my new alarm song and turned it off. It's the first days of school and I'm ready to get this shit over with. I just need to take three classes and that's Spanish 1, Spanish 2, and choir.

They said I didn't have to take PE because I told them I have asthma. It was a lie, but oh fuckin well! Fuck them hos!

I took a good as shower and put on lotion. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I put on deodorant and then got dressed. I put on some tight silver and black pants and a black short sleeved blouse that hugged my torso from the waist up and flared out at the bottom. I put on my black flats. I out my hair up in a tight bun at the top of my head and put on some jewelry. I grabbed my bag, ate a apple, and left the house.

I got in my jeep and drove to school. I parked and got out. I walked in the school and got stares from people. Fuck all these people. I flicked them stupid fuckers off and walked into the office to get my schedule.

I walked out and into my Spanish class. I sat in the back. Fuck the front! Fuck Everything about this damn school!

Everybody walked in and I saw Mikasa. The Fuck this bitch still doing here? Oh that's right she a dumb ho so she failed cause she spends too much of her time suckin dick and runnin behind Quinntasia ole ugly ratchet ass! I guess she learned her fuckin lesson. Probably not. Fuck her too! I ain't worried about that potato head ho!

I sat through class taking notes and shit. I'm not worried about shit. I'm smart as fuck and I WILL be graduating early because I plan on going to Saturday school. That way I can finish early and graduate and get the fuck out of here!

I want to leave with a big bang. That means I'm staying until my last fucking day! I'm going to curse all these people out for everything I can think of. Then I'm going to stab the fuck out Robert and my mom. Yes I am very angry. Robert tried to touch me again last month during the summer and I tried to tell my mom, but she wouldn't believe me. So fuck em both!

Other than that, I been working and taking care of Champion. I can pay my way through college now so I'm not worried. The rest will be spent on things I need and fashion school. I will go after I have completed my one year in college.

Wayne is in rehab. He overdosed twice and he had to get his shit together. He got his ass beat by other crack heads before he went and they fucked his shit up. He went from sexy to flavor flave.

Raymond caught herpes and is on suicide watch. That stupid nigga shouldn't have been fucking and ducking all them hos without a rubber. He moved to a small town in Washington.

Milo in the hospital and I don't think he doing so good. Something about his arm broke, but I think something happened. The energy was so out of nowhere and mysterious. Oh well. Shit happens.

Hobbes still in jail. He stopped writing me because I guess I wasn't telling him what he wanted to hear. He want a bitch to wait for him here until he gets out. Is he bananas?

My dad is doing good. He is working on finding a house for us to live in. I told him to go simple and not so big since I will only be living with him while I'm first there before I go to college. He working on finding a condo. He says he gon travel so he don't want to buy a house. He just wants to rent a condo end eventually settle down in another place with a husband if he gets one. It sounded like a good plan.

As for me, I'm going to live on campus next year and then get myself an apartment when I start fashion school. I have the money to get into college and do a year. I can then save up and go to fashion school and get a one bedroom apartment. It won't be much, but I won't be homeless or living in the school.

hey all

I know it may be short, but this is a filler. Just to let you know what's been up and the plan. It will help some. Hopefully.

well hope you get what I'm trying to Say

see you next chapter

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