Always been big 4

on and off

I decided to go out with Aaron to a party. We been dating for four months and I have not shit else to do today. He would be here to get me in an hour.

I already took care of my hygiene, so I'm about to get dressed. I decided on a yellow, blue, black, and white calf length dress with long sleeves. It's low cut with a black undershirt. I put on some black flats and put on my pink lipsticks and some mascara. I put my hair in a bun and combed my bangs to the side. I got my black leather clutch and looked in the mirror. I look good.

I walked downstairs to see my dad on the couch sleeping. Aaron knocked on the door and i left with him. He had on a long sleeved baggy polo, blue sweater and some dark blue jeans and some black and blue Nikes. My baby looks edible.

We got in his Chevy and went to this party. Oh my god. I hope it goes well. I haven't had the best history with parties as we all know.

We pulled up and we walked in. We went inside and the music was bumping. Lay it down by Trey Songz and Gucci Mane came on. We was dancing. For a white guy, Aaron can dance.

We danced for a couple songs and retreated to the corner and kissed and talked. He was holding me close to him with one arm around my waist and the other hand on my ass.

We heard a female clear her throat and looked to see a tall, slender girl with an hourglass frame. She was pretty and looked to be Dominican. She looked bitchy though. She had on a skimpy looking dress and her green eyes and pouty lips were perfect. She was way prettier than me.

"Aaron what are you doing here with ....her?" her voice was laced in disgust when she said her.

"This is my girlfriend." he said pointing to me.

"No I'm your girlfriend" she said pointing to herself.

"You're an on and off. We're off" he said gesturing to him and her, "And we're in" he finished pointing to me and then himself.

"Really Aaron?" she said in a low seductive voice and his whole expression changed.

"R...really" he said as he looked away from her. He must still love her. I shook my head and pulled him into the hall where nobody was.

"Really... Aaron?" I said mimicking her.

"I'm sorry." he said looking sad.

"It's okay babe." I kissed him and he smiled. "So why didn't you tell me about her before?" I said.

"Because I was still with her when we went on our first date" my jaw dropped and hurt dragged through my heart.

"Oh wow Aaron. Just...wow." I said as I backed away from him a bit.

"Please Charmed. That was the past. We broke up because I told her there was someone else. That someone was you." that touched me and heeled my wounded heart.

I smiled weakly and kissed him. He took me home and went into my room with me. I got undressed and for some reason, I felt self conscious. Something in the way he was looking at me had changed. I took a deep breath because right now, something was wrong and I was feeling so sad. I just laid in bed and pretended to sleep.

I woke up feeling like I should kill myself. I don't know why. Something with the way he looked at her and the way he was acting once we left the party, changed him. It was as if his feelings weren't there. The room felt cold and lonely even though he was right beside me and ad warm as ever.

Aaron POV

I don't think I love Charmed anymore. Seeing Shakira again just brought back so many of those feelings I had for her. When she got all seductive, it sent chills up my spine. I feel so bad.

hey all.

I know it's short

it's just a filler

comment and vote

CHARMED feel some type of way?

Aaron don't want Charmed no more?

Shakira his on and off?

Lawd Jesus!

See ya next chapter

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