Always been big 4

let it go

I woke up this morning feeling like shit. It's second semester and school is almost out. Prom is today.

They decided to have it on a Friday this time for some reason. I've been avoiding Aaron and I'm still hurt. I suffer from depression and migraines.

I showered and did my hygiene thing. I wore my hair down and bone straight with bangs. I out on some pink body hugging leggings with a black v neck. I put on my pink and black Jordan's and grabbed my bag.

I walked to my car and got in. I drove to school and walked in. I said hello to Harmonic and went to class. I was now back to three periods. I graduate in three days and I can't wait.

I decided the minute I sat down that I was going to suck it up. I was going to stop feeling sorry for myself. I'm going to leave this place and never come back. Screw these people. They don't deserve any last words.

Sonia and Sean were my only true friends here and they aren't here anymore so I really don't care no more. I sat through my three classes and went home.

I took a shower and put on lotion. I already sewed my dress. The only time I'm not depressed is when I'm sketching, sewing, or talking to my dad. I keep seeing pictures of Aaron and Shakira on Instagram. It hurts, but I've been hurt a lot these past four years of my life. I'm used to it.

I've been letting my hair grow out a lot and it's past my ass. I'm going to put my bangs back and do a long straight ponytail. My dress is a floor length long black, white, and pink gown that hugs every single curve I have and makes my ass look huge.

I have some black heels to go with it. It's about five and the prom starts at eight. I decided to start getting ready. I shaved, put on lotion, did my hair, and put my make up on. Now it's Seven. I have no prom date, so I guess I'm going to show up looking fabulous alone.

I out on my dress and heels and my jewelry. I got in my car and drove myself. I am ten minutes early. That gives me time to get myself together.

I walked into the prom and saw Aaron with Shakira on his arm. I shook my head. He still blows my phone up, but he her date to prom and they together. What type of shit is that?

I walked to the middle of the dance floor and watched as everyone else danced. A lot of people were staring at me. Dudes with lust, girls with jealousy and amazement. I walked over to the punch bowl and poured me a cup.

They don't never put no sugar in they punch. I shook my head and threw it away. I walked and sat down. I was thinking about shit when I saw a shadow appear behind me. The person tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to see the wiz khalifah look alike that made fun of me on my first day of school. I smiled at him.

"Would you like to dance?" he asked.

"Sure" I said nicely with a smile. He blushed.

We got on the dance floor and was dancing our asses off. I was shaking my ass on him and he was smacking my ass hard as hell. I was enjoying myself. I felt him move and another guy come behind me and wrap his white hands around my waist. I went still. That familiar cologne.

"Rollo!" I screamed as I turned around and hugged his nerdy ass. (A/N I know you thought it was gon be Aaron. naw. It's nerdy Rollo from last book)

"Hey girly. You look good in that beautiful dress." Rollo has always had a crush on me and I always thought he was cute. I just thought he was dating Kela.

"Thanks. You look handsome yourself." I said with a friendly smile.

"Wanna dance" he asked.

"Sure." We slow danced and I feel like we could have been friends. I gave him my number and moved on after the song was over.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to see Aaron. What the hell does he want? Ugh!

"Hey." he said with a forced smile. I smirked at him and grunted. I let him know I'm still in my feelings. He then did something I didn't expect. He tongue kissed me. and pulled me into the bathroom and locked the door. He kissed me passionately. "I missed you so much." he said.

"But you taking pictures with her on instagram like y'all all lovey dovey and you miss me? Nigga plea..." I was cut off by him lifting up my dress knowing I didn't wear panties and starting to eat my pussy.

I was sitting on the counter with my legs gaped open and his head in between them. He licked me so good. I threw my head back and let out a small moan.

"I missed you so much" he said while fingering my now wet hole.

"I hate you" I moaned out.

"You love me" he said as he stood up and entered me.

"I...I..." I couldn't finish my sentence because he was long stroking me and hitting my spot. "Aaron... no...Aaron... Aaron...." I almost moaned loud. He out his hand over my mouth and went faster. I let out muffled moans and my eyes rolled up in my head as I reached an orgasm.

"I'm so sorry baby. I miss you so much" he said as he continued. I was finishing up my orgasm. My dress was around my waist, my arms were around his neck, and my legs were wrapped around his waist as he banged the bottom out.

"Aaron why.... did you hurt.... m...oooh!" I couldn't finish my sentence. I felt an orgasm coming.

"Hold it." he said. I did what I was told.

He started pounding me and I started to lose my mind. If someone were to walk in, they would see his pants around his ankles and my legs around him. Compromising position or nah?

"Let it go" he said as he pounded even faster.

I closed my eyes and frowned. I let out a loud scream as I squirted. He came right inside me. He can do that since I'm on the pill. He probably thinks he can get me pregnant and I'll stay, but no.

"I love you Charmed. You're going to have my baby" he said as he pulled out and tried to kiss me, I moved away and got off the counter.

"I'm on the pill. I don't love you. How dare you. It's over. I'm never coming back to you. Goodbye Aaron" I said while cleaning myself off. He stood there shocked. I pulled my dress down over my now dry body and left the prom. I drove home and called my mom.

"Hello." she said.

"Mom, I'm sorry for whatever it was I did to you. I didn't mean it. I just wish you had loved me enough to make me feel like your daughter instead of a stranger. I felt as if you didn't care about me and didn't want me when you got with Robert. I'm sorry I couldn't make you care about me more than you cared about him even though he cheats on you and has tried to molest me many times. I'm leaving in a week. Bye mom." I hung up.

I'm sure I didn't get through to her. I'm graduating next week anyway. It will be bye bye to them and hello to a new life.

I took a shower and went to bed. Good fucking night! I'm done with this shit! I'm letting it go!

hey all.

4 more chapters to go.

I can't wait for the second half of the series.

It will probably be better.

I don't know

I'm still planing.

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