Always been big 4

no new friends

We can fight our desires, oo-oo
But when we start making fires
We get ever so hot, oo-oo
Whether we like it or not

They say we can love who we trust, oo-oo
But what is love without lust.
Two hearts with accurate devotion, oo-oo
What are feelings without emotions?

I woke up and did my hygiene thing. I decided to put my hair up on a tight bum with a band on it. I put on my pink mid thigh length dress and my black heels and some jewelry. I deiced to be simple and put on just some red lipstick.

I grabbed my bag and grabbed an apple. I ate it on the way to the door and threw the core away and locked up and left. I parked at school and went in. I walked to my locker slowly.

It seems everyone has friends talking and laughing with them but me. I don't care though. The shit I been through who would want friends?

I out my bag in my locker and got my books. Mom is gone for business for the month and I'm all alone. I haven't been involved with my mom because I know if she finds out mom2 is not home, then eventually, Robert will find out and he will try something. I just know it.

This girl named Aretha keeps trying to make friends with me. She creepy as hell and I can't stand her. She stank like shit and she look like she sick. Hell no! I stay away from her ass at all costs!

I started my full day of school last week. Now, I can just keep doing this and I will only have to take one class next semester. I'm so glad. Hopefully I can just graduate real early and leave quick.

Just hopefully. Anyway, I do get lonely here. I do wish Sonia and Sean was still around. They were and still are all I need.

The day was finally over and I was so glad. I went into deep thought was I walked out the school.

I really should find a new friend, but who? Maybe a dude? Nah. Dudes have wreaked enough havoc in my life already. Maybe a girl? Yea. Girls aren't so bad.

Nah I can't be thinking like that. I have to worry about school and money. I have no time for the drama and bullshit the having friends causes. I don't need that shit. It will be a cold day in hell before I befriend any of the people here....

I was cut out of my thoughts when I bumped into someone. They were muscular cause they body was hard. I looked up to see the person that would change my mind in the best and worst way.

Hey all.

I know its short

It's one of those mystery chapters

I'm about to leave you in suspense until I wake up

so gn/gm wattpad readers.

smooches