Poems in my darkest times

My little sunshine

I lost a piece of me That night.
I lost a piece of happiness and hope.
I lost joy and wonder.
I lost something I loved.
I lost a piece of me.
Daylight brought happiness,
And as the sun went down so did my hope.
I had it all figured out.
Pink or blue, which would it be?
I had it all figured out, my little joy.
But I lost a piece of me.
Even if it ended as a false image.
A piece of me I struggle to bring back.