undercover heart [J.M]

1.2

Amaryllis

-You can fuck off okay!? I'm done with this shit! I yelled at mr. Cappo.

-No you're not. I believe you have 20 000 dollars left to pay me. Or I'll pay Peter a visit

-Give me a call when you have a job for me, I snapped and walked out to another stolen car of mine.

Zayn followed me outside.

-Are you okay? He asked.

-I'm fine. Stop acting like you're my brother.

-I'm just worried okay. You'll get those 20 000 in no time.

I sighed and jumped in my car. Peter was Ninas little brother. He's turning 13 today. Before Nina died she had given me a box that I would give Peter on his 13th birthday. So that's what I'm gonna do today.

-Thanks "bro"! If you excuse me I have somewhere to be, I said and drove of.

I drove to my place and ran inside. It was already 5 pm. When I got inside I didn't bother to take off my shoes. Normally I don't have guests. So as long as I don't give a fuck no one will. I walked into my bedroom and immediately stopped. One of my t-shirts arm were hanging outside of my chest of drawers. Someone had been in here. Zayn wouldn't have done it. So who else? I started searching for a note or something. Nothing was stolen. So why would someone else than me enter my apartment? Mr. Cappo had no reason since I can't leave his gang until I've paid those fucking 20 000. I checked my phone. It's already 7 pm. I better get going. Quickly I grabbed the box. This is definitely gonna be awkward. I haven't seen Ninas family since her funeral.

....

I knocked on the dark wood door and waited for someone to opened. After a few minutes Ninas mom did. She looked at me in shock.

-H-hey! I don't k-know if you remember me. But I'm Amaryllis. I was Ni....

-Amy!? Of course I remember you! Come in dear, Ninas mom said nicely.

-Is Peter home?

-Yeah. PETER COME DOWN HERE NOW!!!

Peter came running down the stairs. His face expression were kinda surprised and confused.

-You look familiar. Have we met? He asked.

-Um....yeah. I'm Amaryllis or well....Nina used to call me Amy, I said nervously.

-Amy!? Wow! Long time no see, he said and walked up to me.

-Uh....yeah....um....I-I came to give you this, I said and handed him the box.

Peter opened the box and inside there was a photo of little Nina holding a new born peter in her arms. There were also a blue guitar pick. I saw how tears were building up on both Peter's and his mom's eyes.

-This was Ninas favorite pick. S-she never let anyone touch it, he stuttered.

His mom hugged him. They both looked at the photography together.

-Where did you get this? Ninas mom asked.

-Before Nina died. She t-told me to get a box in her car and not to opened it. That it was for Peter's 13th birthday. So I didn't open it. Instead I waited for your 13th birthday, I explained as tears fell down against my cheeks.

Peter ran up to me and hugged me tight. I hugged him back. We just stood there and hugged each other. We soon broke the hug.

-Thank you! Peter said.

-Pfft no biggie, I tried to say happily but the tears kinda ruined it.

-I think Nina is smiling at you two from heaven, Ninas mom said.

That made me cry even more. It's my fucking fault she's in heaven and not on earth. The guilt was killing me. I had to tell them.

-It's my fault, I said quickly but I know both Peter and his mom heard me.

-What do you mean?

-I-it's my fault she's dead, I said.

-No it's not. It's that dickhead who killed her, Peter said.

-That fucking dickhead is my fucking father!

Both Peter and his mom seemed shocked.

-That night when Nina was killed she was supposed to stay at home and study. But my "father" had hurt me bad. So I called her over because I needed a shoulder to cry on. She came over as the kind hearted person she was. And....and my father didn't like her there. H-he wanted to t-teach me a-a l-leasson after a m-mistake I had done. S-so h-he r-raped h-her t-to death in fron o-of m-me a-a-and I was to damn scared to stop him, I explained.

-I-it was your dad? Peter asked.

I nodded, not being able to form words with my mouth.

-You mean that all this time you knew who killed her and you didn't give him in to the cops or tell us about it!? Peter yelled.

-I'm so....

-You better be sorry. Fuck you Amy! Nina is dead because if your father!! Get out of here! I never wanna see you again!!!

I did as he said and ran out to my car. He was right though. I didn't tell them or the police about it because I was to scared. Then soon after Ninas death my dad left me to rot on the streets. But I kept the box with me. Now I have nothing left in this world.

It's time