undercover heart [J.M]

2.8

Amaryllis

I sat in the passenger seat in Jason's aston martin db11. This was my dream car. I was admiring the car when Jason opened the door and got in. He sent me a weird look and I immediately stopped admiring the car.

-You like my car? He smirked.

-It's alright, I said and put my seatbelt on.

Jason chuckled and started the car. Then he drove of the road. Once again I could tell he didn't care about the speed limit.

-How far is it to my apartment? I need to get my purse, I said.

-Why?

-I need to get some new clothes.

-And? I'll pay them for you.

-No, just go to my apartment. I can tell you the....just put it in the GPS.

-I don't mind paying. Besides It's not a short ride to get there.

-Fine. I'll pay you back when I get money.

-I knew you liked me.

-Just because I wanna pay you back doesn't mean I like you. I didn't like mr. Cappo but I still tried to pay him back.

-So that's why you worked for him?

-I don't think anyone would voluntarily work under him.

The two of us laughed together. I actually liked these moments I had with Jason.

-So....why did you have to pay him back? It's not like you couldn't just kill him.

I sighed. Should I tell Jason about Nina?

-It's fine if you don't....

-I want to....but I don't know if I can, I said looking out on the road.

-It's okay, Jason said and placed a hand on my tigh.

My first reaction would normally have been to cut his hand of. But I actually kinda liked having his hand on my thigh.

-Mr. Cappo threatened to kill Peter, I said.

I could feel how Jason tensed up by Peter's name. Probably of jealousy.

-Who's Peter? He asked and you could hear the jealousy in his voice loud and clear.

-He...he was my best friend's little brother, I said focusing on the road.

-Was?

-Well she died, I said with a cold voice.

-Cancer?

-Raped....by my father, I said and looked down on my lap.

-I'm sorry.

-Me to....I was there when it happened.

-Damn.

-Yeah. That's why I wanna kill him.

Jason didn't say anything and neither did I. Because of the awkward silence Jason turned up the volume of the radio.

Let's talk about sex baby, let's talk about you and me *changing channel* I just had seex...and it felt so good! *changing channel again* Sold out arenas, you can suck my penis. *Changing channel for the last time*
The next song that came on were let it go. I almost brust out laughing. Me and Nina had...well...another version of it. Without my permission my mouth begun to sing mine and Nina's version of it. As I begun to sing the lyrics Jason turned his head at me in shock. I kept singing and as I sang Jason tried to sing along to. Even though he didn't really know the new lyrics to the song.

-Take the condom of!!!! Your sperm never bothered me anyway, we both sang together.

Then we brust out laughing.

-Where....!? Did you learn those lyrics? Jason laughed.

-That is a secret I'll never tell.

-I don't know if it's possible but sometimes I think I love you even more.

I immediately stopped laughing and looked at my feet. Jason noticed my sudden mood change.

-Did I say something wrong?

-You are a very bad kidnapper....you know that? I said annoyed.

-Here we go, Jason sighed.

-Aw come on! Don't pretend you like this serious side of me, I said and jokefully hit his arm.

-Since it always put us in an argument, no, no I don't like it!

-We don't end up in some argument every time I get serious!

-Oh you're right you seemed pretty serious when we kissed.

-How far is it to McDonald's!?

-We need to talk about it sometime.

-Okay....Let's talk, I sighed and sank down in my seat.

But none of us said a word. I sighed annoyed. Jason and I clearly need to work on our communication. Since he wasn't speaking I decided I had to be the one to break the ice.

-I don't hate you anymore. But I'm not sure what I feel for you either, I said.

-You know it's okay to say that you like me.

-Maybe I like you a little bit.

-So...um...the kiss....did....did it mean anything?

-You drove past McDonald's, I said looking at the restaurant through the mirror.

-Damn it! Jason said and turned around.

I laughed as we drove back towards McDonald's. Jason pulled up in the drive and orderd food for him and a milkshake for me.

-You sure you can get your food without driving past it? I teased.

-You sure you can get your food without driving past it? Jason said imitating my voice very wrongly.

-I don't sound like that! I said and hit his arm.

-Sure you don't, Jason said sarcastically.

-I hate you

-I know you don't, Jason said teasingly with a baby voice.

He pulled up to the food window and got our orders. Then he speed down the road. And let me tell you. This time his driving was out of control. He drove like a maniac.

-Jason slow the fuck down! I don't wanna die!! I yelled at him.

Jason turned to me and smiled. There was something in that smile that made his eyes sparkle. He then slowed down and started driving a little more responsible.

-Why the hell are you smiling!? I swear if you're high again I'll beat the shit out of you.

-You don't wanna die, he said as if I had just agreed to marry him.

At first I didn't get what he meant. Then I remembered. I tried to kill much....but Jason somehow made me wanna stay alive. I glanced over at Jason. Yeah....there's no way I'm telling him that.

-Of course I don't wanna die. I have my beloved child in my arms, I said referring to the milkshake.

But not even my sarcastic comment could wash that smile of Jason's face. He just kept smiling.