undercover heart [J.M]

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Amaryllis

Me and Jason got back "home" about an hour ago. Ever since I've been starring at the door with stairs behind it witch lead to the basement. I could do ut tonight, I mean if I sleep on the couch again then it's fine. Just gotta hope that Harry doesn't play a prank on me again. Guess I could stay up. Who hasn't stayed up for 24 hours? Slowly I walked over to the dining room and went through the plan over again in my head. Then I nodded my head as if I had been in a conversation.

-Are you having some sort of conversation with yourself? Harrys annoying voice asked.

-Um...yes. I don't have to tell you! I said.

-I was just asking. No need to take out the claws Kat.

-Sorry...I...I was just thinking about some stuff.

-Do you wanna talk about it?

I shook my head and Harry nodded understanding.

-I'm gonna go and take a shower, I said and stood up.

-Yeah....you go and do that....now! Harry said and turned his head in the direction of the fridge.

I walked upstairs and into mine and Jason's room. To my surprise he wasn't there. I just shrugged my shoulders and walked into the bathroom. My eyes widened as I stepped in. Jason's body was laying under water with his eyes closed.

-Jason! I yelled panicked and pulled his head out of the water.

Jason opened his eyes and gave me a questionable look. I sighed in relif.

-What is it? He asked.

I just starred at him. What the hell!? Jason looked at me, waiting for an answer. His eyes kept starring deep into mine. Finally I let go of his shoulders and sat down with my back against the tub.

-I hate you, I mumbled.

I could feel Jason starring at me as I just sat there on the floor. Honestly I don't know why I felt so panicked when I saw him like that. Suddenly I felt his hand on my shoulder. Just his touch sent shivers down my whole body.

-Amaryllis....are you okay? He asked with a soft voice.

-Why were you under water? I asked instead of answering his.

-It's the best way to collect my thoughts, he simply answered.

-So you weren't....

I didn't finish the sentence. Instead I just shook my head and stood up.

-I need to shower. Yell when you're done, I said and was about to leave.

When of course Jason's hand stopped me. He pulled me back. A little to hard though. I fell into the bathtub. The water splashed all over the room and my clothes got soaked. Jason had stopped my fall so I didn't hurt myself. I looked up on him annoyed and angry.

-What the hell is wrong with you!? I yelled and splashed water at him.

He just laughed at me. That's when I suddenly realized. I was wearing clothes but not Jason. Slowly I looked down between my legs. Just as I saw his....you know what I looked back up at his face with my cheeks heating up to the suns temperature. I tried to get out of the bathtub but Jason embraced me and held me close.

-And where are you going? He whispered sensually in my ear.

-You are such a PERV!!! I yelled and tried to pull away.

But Jason held me close, almost like he was afraid I'd leave. I stopped struggling once I saw the sorrow in Jason's eyes. He was hurting on the inside. But why?

-Okay though guy. What's up? I asked and relaxed in his arms.

-I...I just don't want you to leave me.

-Could you at least let me go of your arms? This position feels kinda uncomfortable, I said.

Jason realised me from his strong grib and I sat up carefully. Making sure I didn't sit down on his cock but in front of it. I looked down on my wet clothes and sighed annoyed. Then I sent Jason an annoyed look. There was something else.

-You do realise I wouldn't sit on you when you're naked if I was planning on leaving you moron, I said and splashed some water at him so he would stop starring at me.

He chuckled and my heart skipped a beat as I saw his smile. But that smile didn't last very long. Jason sighed deep and I had a feeling of what was coming.

-What are your feelings for me Amy? He asked.

-Jason, I sighed and was about to get out of the bathtub when Jason stopped me again.

But this time he simply placed his hand on my waist. I starred at him and almost lost myself in his eyes.

-I-I don't care if you don't love me. But please....just be honest. What are your feelings for me?

I took a deep breath and thought about it. What is my feelings for Jason? I don't hate him anymore, but I absolutely don't love him....at least...not yet.

-I...I don't know. I mean you're not as bad as I thought you were when you took me from the forest. But Jason I do not love you either. You let me go when I had to go after my father and I know you care about me....I care about you as well. But my feelings can't return yours.

-Do you....like me?

I starred at him. My brain was yelling the answer. But did I want him to know. 'cause if he knew about my true feelings for him....how much will it hurt when he leaves? However. My brain didn't wanna think that way. So it forced my mouth to say "yes".