undercover heart [J.M]

1.7

Amaryllis

I actually woke up. And Zayn wasn't dead. We had been locked inside the freezing room for quite a while actually. Both me and Zayn were getting weaker. So none of us had the energy to talk much. Instead we tried to keep each other warm. And as you should know, I was completely naked in a freezing room. At a time my fingers and toes hurt like hell. But now I couldn't feel them anymore. It definitely had gone more than 24 hours, that's for sure. Suddenly I heard footsteps from outside. Zayn seemed to hear them to.

-I got an idea. Just play along, I whispered to Zayn.

He nodded and soon we heard how someone opened unlocked the door. A normal person would think that this was our time to run and not sit still. Well neither I or Zayn had the leg strength to walk or stand for that part either. So I came up with the best I could.

-Thanks Zayn. It feels better when I got that out of me, I said as the person opened the door.

-No problem lil sis. I'll always be here for you. And I'm sure Nina is trying to help you out from heaven, Zayn said as he understood my plan.

-I hope so, I mumbled loud enough for the person behind me to hear.

-Hate to ruin your family time....oh no I love it. But if you excuse me, Jason said and picked me up in his tattooed arms. "I have to get my princess beck to our room"

Then he closed the door with his feet and left. If I play my cards right here I might be able to distract Jason so he won't lock the door. Don't get me wrong....I don't care about anyone. But I owe Zayn for saving my life once on a mission. So I could possibly go down here later and give him some water and food. Jason's lustful eyes made me try to cover up my naked body. This was a punishment. Not the freezing room.

-Who's Nina? Jason asked.

I kept quiet. He doesn't deserve to know. Actually he doesn't even deserve to touch me. But there isn't much I can do about it since my whole body was still frozen.

-Silent treatment huh?

-I just don't have anything to say to you, I snapped with a weak voice.

When he reached the top of the stairs he kicked the door opened.

-Guys Amy's naked so cover your eyes or I'll kill you! Jason yelled angrily as he walked towards "our" room.

Something tells me he hasn't been taking his medication in a while. Once again Jason kicked a door opened and walked inside. Carefully he put me down on the bed. I immediately crawled under the quilt to hide my naked body from his horny ass. Jason walked over to the door and slammed it shut witch made me jump in surprise. Okay Amy....he needs his medications. Don't make him angry or upset. The time I was a spy at Jason's last place I learned that he's bipolar and have ADHD. I meet people with the same diagnoses all the time. The difference is that they aren't as stupid as Jason who you have to force or trick so he will take his goddamn medicines.

-And the mother fucker who dares to enter this door without knocking is dead!! Jason yelled towards the shut door.

Okay Amy, just get some clothes on and find his damn medications.

-D-do you have s-something I could put on? I tried to ask with my nerd self.

-Where did that confidence of yours go? He smirked and walked up to me.

-Um....

-I like this shy side of you babygirl. Makes me wanna fuck you right here, right now! He said and sat down over me witch each leg on each side of me.

I gulped. This isn't good. Jason leaned in towards my neck. Before I could back away he grabbed the back of my head.

-J-Jason w-what are you d-doi...

But Jason cut me of by placing a finger over my lips. Then he begun sucking and licking my neck. I just sat there. My arms were holding up my body because I wasn't leaning against the wall. So if I would try to pull him away I would definitely fall back on the bed.

-P-Please....pl-please stop, I stuttered.

-Not until I find your spot babygirl, Jason whispered and continued kissing and licking my neck.

He kept kissing and licking my neck as if it was food. I prayed to god that he wouldn't find my sweet spot. But as I felt how he just got closer and closer I needed a new plan.

-N-Nina was my best friend! I quickly said.

Jason immediately stopped what he was doing and looked me straight in the eyes. Gosh this was a dumb idea.

-Was?

-S-she um....she, I tried to force out the words of my mouth.

But I just felt how the tears were building up as I tried to say it. How can I still be so effected by this?

-M-my father he....he um....Nina s-she w-was....I..., I stuttered once again.

Jason's eyes showed worry as he backed away a bit. The words got stuck inside of my throat and stopped my lungs from getting any air.

-Babygirl you need to breath, Jason said and put a hand on my shoulder.

But I didn't wanna breath. I knew if I did, I would definitely start crying. And I won't show myself weak in front of anyone else than Zayn. I can't allow anyone, especially not Jason to get to me.

-Amy. Take a deep breath now! Jason demanded.

I for once obeyed him. But as the new air streamed down my lungs, tears started to stream down my cheeks. Immediately I got up, I didn't care that Jason saw me naked.

-Fuck off McCann!! I yelled and ran inside the bathroom and locked the door.

Then I had a mental breakdown on the floor. I knew Jason could hear my sobs and well....screams. The hole in my cheast hurt like hell right now.