Journal : 3/16

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I'm tired of hearing drugs being spewed from everyone's mouth

A constant rhythm mixing everyone in a mixture creating a deadly concoction 

It isn't lit, but the high and the feeling of having your surroundings being drowned out

The only thing you hear are the echoes of voices around you

Waking up wondering where you are and how you can get more 

All the drugs leaving me off the wall like a kid on a sugar high

This is a different high to get their kicks off 

1 more puff until I finally get my release 

The thing that I've been searching for and needing

Leaving a bitter taste on my mouth when I am trying to swallow

This is the price I have to pay for following the hype

Losing my mind not being able to tell reality from the figment of my imagination

Being lost in the sauce because I wanted to be saucy

Throw up everywhere in my hair 

My brain damaged beyond repair

The 1 puff turning into 30 puffs 

My mind spinning around

Like a merry-go-around

When the feeling was lost I would have to move onto the next fix

Hoping that it will give me the same high or better

Drenched in sweat from one stairway because I cannot feel my legs

The days blending together, the sounds, and the smells taking over

Consuming every thought in my head 

The 1 puff consuming my body 

I can't survive without it 


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*Thanks for reading

*Welcome to my new poem book/ Journal and for a fun fact these are real dates being 3-16-18 when I wrote this

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