Chapter 1

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3rd Pov

The boys had finished a concert and a fan meeting and now they were heading to their dorm. Their manager was driving them while the members were either talking to each other or on their phones.

"We're here boys and remember you guys have a week off of practice, so you could just hang out with each other" Their manager said.

The boys happily went inside their dorm and Jimin was the first one and quickly went to his room and shut the door. The other members were confused but shrugged it off. They thought Jimin was acting really strange since a couple of weeks ago. Suga was kind of worried but just went to his studio to practice on some music. The members were doing their own things while Jimin slipped into little space.

Jimin's Pov

I made it to my room and closed the door and put my back to the door. I was relieved that the concert and fan meeting was over. I sighed happily and made my way over to my stuffies. I took out my favorite pacifier and put it on my mouth while sucking it.

 I took out my favorite pacifier and put it on my mouth while sucking it

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I took out a coloring book and layed it on the ground with some crayons. I got up and went to my closet and dressed into something nice. A blue and white striped shirt with roses and some black adidas sweat pants.

 A blue and white striped shirt with roses and some black adidas sweat pants

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It was almost time for dinner soon. I went to go color and I heard Jin call us. I quickly got out of little space.

"DINNERS READY AND HURRY UP BEFORE NAMJOON BREAKS SOMETHING!"

I giggled and went to the dining table where I saw everyone sitting even Yoongi. I sat down in between Tae and Hobi and across from me was yoongi. Jin served us food and everyone was eating except for me since I wanted some chicken nuggets. So I was playing with my food while the members talked. I was in my own little world that I didn't hear namjoon call my name three times until Tae shook my shoulder.

"Huh? What were you saying?" I asked.

"I said why aren't you eating?"

Now all eyes were on me and I felt myself getting nervous. I gulped and said "I-I don't know" I mentally slapped myself for stuttering.

"Well eat"

"But I don't want to" I said shyly while looking down. It probably sounded like I was starving myself again but that wasn't the case. I just wanted to eat some chicken nuggies with apple Juice.

Namjoon got up and raised his voice "Jimin why are you starving yourself eat now!!"

I felt my eyes water since namjoon never raises his voice at me. "Fine" I got up and went to the fridge and took out an apple juice. "There, happy?" I said.

"I meant the one that Jin worked hard to cook for you!"

I had to get out of there, tears were going to fall any second. I grabbed a handful of the food Jin made and put it in my mouth with some dropping on the floor. "There? Are you happy now?"

I walked to my room and locked the door. I went back to coloring and that made me calm so the tears didn't come falling down my face. I sighed on how I reacted and how Namjoon is pissed off now. 'Should I apologize?' 'But he raised his voice at me while I talked to him calmly' 'but it was also my fault and Jin must be feeling sad since I didn't want to eat his food' My thoughts were all around my mind.

Tears came down my face as I remembered the hurt expression Jin and the other members had. "I hurt Jin I'm so so sorry" I whispered to myself. I had to apologize to everyone. I just had to, I don't want anyone getting their feelings hurt especially by me. I'm the one that hurt their feelings and I'm going to fix it.

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