Secret (BTSxJimin)

Chapter 26

Eunwoo was in the living room watching television, when he felt like something was wrong. He tried to shake the feeling and ignore it. But it wouldn't go away.

Eunwoo stood up and noticed that it was really quiet. Something was really wrong now. All that was on his mind was Jimin. Then it hit him. Jimin was suicidal. He tried jumping off a bridge. He looked sad this morning. It's really quiet.

Eunwoo's heart began to beat faster. His eyes widened. He ran to the room, his breathing got heavily.

He tried opening it. It was locked. Every second of silence that passed scared him. The more time that has passed, the more he grew worried.

"JIMIN!!"

Still silence. Eunwoo started tearing up as seconds passed.

"JIMIN OPEN THE DOOR!" Eunwoo yelled.

He was running out of time as he screamed. Eunwoo got ready and kicked the door open. Once he got it open he searched for Jimin.

"Jimin?!" He yelled, tears falling from his eyes.

He heard small sniffles from the corner. His head looked I'm the direction of the corner and saw Jimin curled up in a ball.

"Jimin! Are you okay?!" Eunwoo asked worriedly as he tried approaching the scared boy.

Eunwoo tried hugging Jimin but Jimin wouldn't let him.

"D-Don't touch m-me!" Jimin yelled at him in a childish voice.

"B-But Jimin!" Eunwoo said, tears falling from his eyes. It hurted him a lot on what Jimin said.

"No don't touch me! I want my daddy! I'm scared! I want my daddy! Where is he?!"Jimin said sobbing.
Eunwoo's heart broke when Jimin didn't want him.

"Stay away! Where is he?!" Jimin yelled in a broken voice, tears falling from his eyes.

"I want Jin! I want Tae! I want Hobi! I want Kookie! I want Joonie! I want daddy!" Jimin said sobbing, hiding his face on his knees, crying softly.

"Jimin. I know I can never give you what they ever did. But I want to help you. But I can't help you if you can't help yourself" Eunwoo said softly while facing down, tears falling onto the floor.

"I don't want help. I want them" Jimin whispered, closing his eyes tightly, making tears fall.

Eunwoo turned around and walked away, closing the door behind him. He knew Jimin had little space but it really hurt him that he said that.
Now Eunwoo was questioning his life choices. Should he take Jimin or return him?

Eunwoo sat in the dining room, his head down. Many thoughts were racing through his mind. Just then he heard the door open. Eunwoo lifted his head to see Jimin.

"H-Hey. I'm really sorry I said those things. But I was in little space and I'm really sorry" Jimin told him, looking down at his shoes.

"It's okay. Are you ready?" Eunwoo wiped his tears quickly and forced a smile.

"Y-Yeah. I packed." Jimin forced a smile.

"Okay then. Lets go to America!" Eunwoo said in an enthusiastic voice.

Jimin laughed. Maybe this wouldn't be that bad. Maybe everything could change. Maybe Jimin could be happy.

Hoseok's POV

Days passed. We couldn't find him. The other members lost hope. I know he's still out there and that he'll come back....someday. I just hope it's soon. I miss him...so much..

It's my fault. If I had just told him it was okay, it was a mistake, that it was fine, he wouldn't have blamed himself and ran away.

The members rarely see each other. They lock themselves in the room because if they see each other, they blame the other that it was their fault Jimin ran away.
Namjoon's trying to keep the group from falling apart. I chuckled. Too late.

"Hoseok. Time for dinner" Jin hyung said, knocking.

"Will they be there?" I asked in a sad tone.

I hear Jin sigh "Hoseok. You're not a fucking child anymore. Jimin ran away! He didn't want to be with us anymore! Why don't you get that through your thick brain?! We should at fucking least act like a group. What about Army?! Just because Jimin left us doesn't mean that we should let them down too! I'm fucking upset too.
You may think I'm being harsh but I'm not. I miss Jimin a lot but we can't keep crying about him! You can't fucking starve yourself because of him!" Jin said, sounding hurt and angry.

I couldn't say anything. But Jin is right. Should we just keep torturing ourselves just because he left? What was crying going to do anyways?It won't bring him back, that's for sure. I know Jimin would want us to be healthy and happy.
I just miss him..But we shouldn't let Army down. I'll keep fighting and staying strong for Jimin and for Army.

I walked to the door and opened it. We really upset Jin. And he's right. We made a mistake. We're not children so why keep fighting about it? We all failed him. It's all our faults. What good is it going to do if we blame each other?

I made my way to the member's rooms. We could at least try and make Jin happy. We could at least try and have dinner together.

"I hope you're safe Jimin. Where ever you are" I softly muttered as I knocked on Jungkook's door. I'm going to fix everything...at least the things I can still fix.

To be continued.