Jimin is hiding a secret from the other members and isn't behaving like himself lately. The other members notice this and try to find out what Jimin is hiding from them. Will Jimin be able to keep it a secret much longer? or will the other members f...
Jimin woke up to the feeling of uselessness. There was always a day when he felt useless. He sat up and stared at the wall thinking about something. He went to the mirror and looked at his body. He was gaining weight, at least that's what he saw.
He wished he looked better. "Why was I born so ugly?" Jimin said as he looked at himself in disgust. People have even said that, even the members. Even before the members found out he had little space they would make fun of him. They would always rank him last one looks. Jungkook would push him away. He still remembered when Suga held his hand and told him he was ugly. He almost cried but just fake smiled. He didn't want them to worry over a useless thing, his feelings.
The members would make fun of his height. He trusted taehyung to defend him but Taehyung just played along. He knows they are just messing with him and that's what friends are suppose to do but it hurts him. Teasing Jimin is fun for them but not for him.
Back in their debut days, they would constantly tease him and Jimin would laugh. But it got to the point where it hurt his feelings. It eventually grew to the point where he had very low self-esteem.
Jimin wasn't very short. Heck he was almost taller than suga but they always teased him. He knows it was for fun but they don't know how it effects him.
Part of the reason he has little space is because of his low self-esteem, which the members caused with their casual teasing. He mostly went into little space to escape the harsh reality. The harsh reality which is the mean comments about himself.
Jimin snapped out of his thoughts but was crying. "Why can't I be perfect? Why was I even born? Why can't I love myself?"
He went to his bathroom. He opened the drawer and got a razor blade.
He held it up to his skin, his hands shaking. He cut a straight line on his arm, being careful not to cut a vein. He winced but still continued.
'Useless' he cut another one. 'Ugly' and another one, with each one going deeper. 'Broken' he cut again, 'Worthless' He made a deeper one. He winced in pain. He was sobbing. His arm was covered in blood, it was dripping down.
Jimin turned on the faucet and let the water run against him skin. He winced in pain as the water came in contact with his skin. He turned off the faucet to see five red fresh cuts on his arm.
He sat down and hugged his knees as he cried softly. When is this pain going to end?
Jimin got up, he couldn't let the members see him like this. Even tho they caused this pain, they didn't mean to. They still care about him. Jimin went to his wardrobe and got a hoodie to hide his cuts from them.
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Jimin was getting tired and sleepy. 'Hopefully things get better' he said as he fell asleep.
Hiiii❤ I'm sorry for the angst but where there is happiness there is sadness, Where there is light there is darkness. So I at least had to do one angst chapter. But don't worry things will get better.......eventually. So take care and bye bye👋❤
