Chapter 22

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I looked over at the bridge my heart was racing. Maybe life would be better without me.

What have I done that had been useful. I sit at the edge knowing I'm just a mistake.

I look down at the water. It looked so beautiful. The waves slowly moving, It felt like the water was calling out to me.

The water motion looked so peaceful. "Why am I so pathetic?" I felt tears welling up in my eyes, threatening to fall.

I wipe my tears with my hands and accidentally lose balance. I feel myself fall and I let out a scream as I collide with the water.

I look up and see that I'm going deeper into the water. I try reaching up and try swimming but nothing works.

My lungs fill with water. I can't breathe anymore and I panic. I want to scream but nothing comes out.

"Is this how I'll go? How I'll die?" I thought to myself.

Pain was the only thing I felt. My lungs were in pain and I couldn't do anything. If I could cry I would.

"Goodbye cruel world" I mentally said to myself

I woke up in shock. I was sweating and panting heavily. It was just a nightmare. I felt hot tears falling from my eyes.

"Jin hyung!" I called out.

I heard nothing and that's when I realized it. I didn't know where I was. I remembered that I jumped down the bridge and that's when I passed out.

I heard the door handle turning and I was in fear. What if this person kills me or something?

The door opened and a man came out. He didn't look that bad, like if he were to kill me but I won't trust him that easily.

He walked over to me and I just looked down since I was nervous. I felt sweat dripping from my forehead.

"Hello, what's you name" The man said in a soothing voice. Kind of how Jin talked. But now they hate me.

"I-Im Jimin, what about y-you?" I said stuttering. I felt embarrassed for stuttering and his my face behind my hands. I felt my burning cheeks since I was blushing.

"No need to be embarrassed, I'm Eunwoo" He said and I nodded and put my hands down.

"No need to be embarrassed, I'm Eunwoo" He said and I nodded and put my hands down

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"Where am I?" I asked

"At my Apartment. Tell me Jimin, why did you jump." He asked worriedly

"I don't k-know if I should t-tell you" I said remembering what happened.

"Stop fucking lying, who would want to kiss you?!"

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS, GET OUT!" Taehyung yelled out of anger.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!!" Yoongi yelled

"I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU, GET OUT YOU SLUT" Jungkook yelled.

Jimin snapped out of his thought and tears started flowing down his eyes.

"They h-hate me, they hate me, hate me" Jimin said sobbing.

Eunwoo was worried and tried to calm Jimin down. He rubbed soothing circles on his back.

"Shh it's okay. Who hates you?"

"The m-members, m-my lovers. They h-hate me now. I'm so stupid. I'm useless. You should have let me die" I said crying.

"Shh calm down, do you want to talk about it?" Eunwoo suggested.

I nodded and began from the beginning. He payed attention and listened carefully to all my words. At the end I was sniffling and hiccuping.

"Well if they loved you, they would have believed you. They wouldn't have yelled at you or have said bad things. I'm not saying that they don't love you. I'm sure they regret everything they said to you now. It's just that, when people are angry, they can't help but say things they don't mean. They get too caught up on the moment and don't even know what they're saying. Anger makes people into something they aren't or makes them say stupid things. But I know that loved ones can't stay mad at each other for long. Because at the end, they love each other no matter what"

I nodded but I didn't know what to do. Should I go back or take some time off?

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