Secret (BTSxJimin)

Chapter 24

Okay before the chapter starts I just wanna say that y'all need to chill tf down. The members made a mistake, everyone does it. Heck I even make a lot of mistakes and people still forgive me. And damn you guys are harsh😂

I haven't updated in weeks so this will be a long episode.

Anyways enjoy the chapter
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"Jimin please. We're sorry. Please come back to us" Taehyung begged, tears falling from his eyes.

Jimin looked at him with a saddened expression.

"Jimin. Don't go with them. Stay with me. I can make you happy" Jimin heard a voice and turned around.

It was Eunwoo.

"Jimin I wouldn't tell you mean things like they did. They broke your heart" Eunwoo said but in a darker tone, one Jimin didn't recognize. His heart was beating faster.

"Jimin. It was a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes. Please!" Namjoon said, tears forming in his eyes too. His eyes, like the rest of the member's, were red and puffy from crying.

Just one look at him and it hurt Jimin's heart. He looked so...broken. So regretful and sorry.

"We were so caught up in the moment that we didn't realize we hurt the one thing we love. You. Jimin. Please come back to me...to us!"
Jimin heard another voice and turned. It was Hoseok, coming closer, reaching for his hand.

"Don't believe them Jimin! They hurt you! If they did it once, they'll do it again! Come with me. I'll love you and make you happy. You won't regret it! We'll go to Brazil together, and then to England!" Eunwoo told Jimin. He too, was slowly advancing. They were all moving closer, closing in.

Jimin didn't know what to do. He looked at the members and then looked at Eunwoo, trying to escape the ring of people, begging him, telling him to come. No matter what he chose, he would lose something.
"Jimin..." The voices all around were calling his name. They reached out, their hands were cold.
They pulled him in different directions. "Come with me Jimin..." "No! Stay with me Jimin..."

"I-I don't know" he yelled with tears in his eyes. It was too hard. He couldn't chose who to lose.

Suddenly he was in a glass tank, water all around. He saw his members, sinking, struggling, trying to gasp for air. And Eunwoo on the other side, trying to swim upward.
"Who will you choose Jimin?" The voice whispered all around, he couldn't block it out.

Jimin panicked. He wanted to save them all. But he was suffocating. He felt his lungs burning and he couldn't breathe. He was in the ocean, drowning. He felt the pressure pushing at his ears. He couldn't see. He couldn't breathe.
He reached out in the dark water for a hand. Yoongi, Jin, Namjoon, Jungkook, Eunwoo. Nothing but seaweed and ocean water.

He cried out in fear and pain. Maybe he deserved this. Maybe he was at fault. Maybe he just deserved to suffocate in his guilt.

Jimin suddenly opened his eyes. He was breathing heavily and was drenched in sweat. He felt tears forming in his eyes, and squeezed them shut, curling into a ball under the sheets of bed.

He balled his fists and tried to become a smaller ball. Maybe he could shrink away, or drown in the sheets. Drown. He shivered and opened his eyes, tears still falling. Why can't you decide? Make up your mind? Who do you have to ruin everything?
The thoughts were swirling through his head. "I'm so fucking pathetic!" The boy finally burst, scratching at his arms.

He was still panting. He just needed water. Water helps in situations like this right? He couldn't see straight. All he could see was the ocean. The members staring at him, hurt, guilt, sadness in their eyes. As he got up, his mind flooded with thoughts.
Should Jimin really leave the members? It was a mistake. But doesn't everyone deserve a second chance? What about the fans? But they hurt him. And they meant what they said. Didn't they?