The Lies That Come Between Us Rebekol ff

Chapter 12

Song list and they really fit in with this chapter so enjoy

Blood on My Name

Heretic and Doing time- Avenged sevenfold

Re-wired, Switchable Smiles Days are Forgotten- Kasabian

Sweet Dreams Remix

It was pouring down the rain battering against the house like a drum of war. Father had sent me to fetch Kol and Finn for another night of brutal training. I scurried to the door to tell them we were ready to depart and was about to knock. However my hand hovered when I heard my brothers pained voices through the door. Finn was pacing the room from what it sounded like as he confided to Kol about his heartache.

“Kol how long will it feel like this,? I can’t settle every part of me wants to go and find Sage, But. I’m a monster a demon”

 “Brother this is torture, father will destroy her if she won’t give up her mission to try get us back from under Father’s claws. “ “What do I do,? how do I save her?.... I already broke her heart and still she won’t let me go?”

I hear Finn collapse on the bed his fears too heavy for him to carry any more as Kol sinfully smooth voice surrounds my ear his normal cockiness replaced with deep pity for our brother hell.

Kol pats our brother on the back my heighten hearing picking up every sound as if I was right at the source of the contact. Kol clears his throat before offering his advice.

“Finn believe me I been where you are, wanting to let go of the one I loved”

“To let her be free from the rage and hate I carry at times but it was impossible brother.”

 “You cannot rip love from the heart once it’s weaved its vines around it. However much we want to tear the roots of their love from our heart. In ordr to protect them from the darkness we have within ourselves.”

I listen almost guilty to Kol confession knowing that he was talking about the hell I put him through. When I acted like I had wanted nothing to do with him last year.

How I had almost destroyed him from the inside out as he allowed the poison of the drink he consumed to numb his pain. While he tried to fuck my memory out of his system with any whore he charmed in to his bed.

Finn turned to Kol surprised by Kol’s speech as he was raked his brain trying to think who Kol was speaking about as his pained love in the past.

“I’m surprised brother; I never knew you were able to feel that strongly I thought you always enjoyed being a womaniser brother.”

“The only lady I ever seen you treat properly is Rebekah. You are always watching out for her making sure she is safe.”

“You are the brother I should have been with her; I was always a coward never standing up to father as he abused you all.”

Finn choked back a sob as he turned back to Kol

“Kol you deserved more than this as Bekah always said you were more worthy of goodness than you would admit to yourself”.

 “I’m so sorry you can’t live your life how you wanted, or allow you to meet someone to spend the rest of your life with… but I promise il try to make amends for my cowardice in the past.”

 “It’s just so hard I hate being a disappointment in our parent’s eyes. “Sage was the only one who didn't demand things from me I guess.”

“With her I didn’t need to be better or stronger she liked me for all my faults and…. that right there is why this hell and her not being here with me is torture.”