The Lies That Come Between Us Rebekol ff

Chapter 14

Sorry that I not been able to post for a while .I was In Germany for Ringcon convention had the most fantastic time there really was a great event .And I bring you great news in the panel with Seb and Nathaniel they got asked who would be their choice for a One True Pairing on the show and Nathaniel ;) said can he choose his sister Bekah .I know he has made made pro jokey comments for them in the past but this :D was epic news that they his choice of a ship so this chapter I dedicate to Nathaniel ;) This chapter will be longer ;S sorry but it’s a big chapter and lots of important stuff hope you will enjoy though.

Songs for this chapter if you want to listen they really fit the emotions im writing so I hope you will enjoy them.

Mumford and Sons - Whispers in the Dark (Kol POV)

Pink and Ti -Guns and Roses (Kol /Rebekah POV)

Pink –Try (Rebekah POV)

Green Day -21 Guns (Kol/Rebekah POV)

It had been one week exactly till I had left Kol roaring his threats at me. My heart was so numb. I didn’t want to feel the tears and hurt in my heart Kol had created in me once again from his irresponsible actions. While trying not to repeat his haunting defences for his action. I had to stand firm on this matter. If not weakness would creep in and Kol would break down my walls like always.

All it would take is a flash of that smile, a touch of his hand on my body and his lips on mine as he would try to bring me round to his way of thinking. It’s not that I didn’t see the motives behind Klaus and Niklaus plan but they were not only putting themselves at risk but us all. The more attention that was drawn to us the more I feared what would become of our family.

Though we were meant to be a public protection against the wolves I knew that out of fear many would panic and in that panic grew fear. After all wasn’t fear one of the highest causes of massacres in this land. No one liked to feel powerless or unable to defend themselves. 

The first few nights Kol had tried to force his way in to my room but the defences I had set up with my wooden chests and tables stood firm. I just sat on the oak table as I laid my head against the door trying to drown out my brothers desperate attempts to let him explain. The more I tuned out the angrier Kol became as he clawed and banged as softly as he was able to without bringing our family attention to our standoff. Kol words became more twisted and bitter as I refused to back down.

Kol had never failed before to turn me to his way of thinking but it was no more. That loss of control and power he had over me was making him even more unstable as he tried to reach me in desperation. Every night by the time KOL finally gave in and collapsed against my door laying his head against the door my body was a shaking wreck as tears had laid claim to my face once again. I knew his heart and soul was calling for mine and I wanted to reach for him so badly.  The only words I responded with were the same every night

“Kol you wish to choose this path… than this is what will remain between us”

“This distance can be broken when you agree to see that this path you and Niklaus are on will bring nothing but our downfall.”

  “I can’t love you this way not with all of my heart not when il live in fear of the man you are becoming.”  

“I have to be stronger and do the right thing for us I just hope you decide that our love is worth fighting more than your bloody need for vendetta.”

Kol would just growl as he would demand me to face him so we could talk through this properly. Telling me that there was no reason why we were not able to walk both paths. That he would make me suffer if we both refused to back down. Id fall asleep exhausted each night against the door. As I tried to hold on to my resolve as long as possible though I feared it was slowly slipping a little more each night.