We visit counsellors
because we need help.Because at some points,
the world is a hurricane
we have no control over.My counsellor
was my hurricane,
my mess.Because once
I stepped to her office,
all I wanted to do was open up.I wanted to deal
with my anxiety attacks.I wanted someone
to talk to about my sexuality.And after doing all of that,
after learning about my bisexuality,
she explained it again.As if I didn't know
how sex works,
as if I never learnt
that in my sophomore.Then, she moved her fingers
to places I'd never mention.She moved her fingers
as if I'll let her do it.I did.
Not because I said yes
but because I didn't say anything.I was
too shocked
to say no.And she never found it wrong
to screw up someone's life
with one touch of
simple joy.-anonymous #5.