I was only fifteen
when a car crash
took my family
from me.Things changed
I had to live with
my older sister
and her boyfriend.Her boyfriend would wink at me
when our eyes would meet.I didn't overthink it until
my sister committed suicide
leaving me all alone.I was the last member
alive of this family.Her boyfriend
became my gaurdian.Once that happened,
he started flirting with me,
complimenting me
and everytime
I shot him down
he would hurt me.He'd turn aggressive
and hit me everytime
I refused to kiss him.When I turned eighteen
he forced me to sleep with him.I isolated myself for so long,
I turned empty and numb.I had the chance to leave
but I didn't because
I felt like I deserved it.I felt like I was overreacting
like it was normal,
like it was okay.It was not.
A friend noticed the abuse
and called the police.Today, I'm alive,
living with the guy
who saved me
and my abuser?
He is in prison.-anonymous #12.