Wingless And Beautiful

God damn it charlie!

"Marina, I need your help. I need you to call a practice for Tanith's birthday. I need to find Meryl more than anything. Tell her you will pick her up and then i will, please." I say on the phone as Tanith gives me a thumbs up.

"No, Charlie. You can't force her to come back without knowing the reason she left in the first place." Marina hangs up with me, clearly annoyed with my request.

Tanith won't tell me anything about the call to Meryl. She just has a saddening look when she looks at me. Life is miserable without Meryl. Tanith is miserable too. We cry together and when we get to Michigan we will find her together. I will not stop until I know why she left and find a solution to it. When I find her I don't know what I'll do. I feel hatred toward her for leaving like that. By tomorrow I will be on a plane to Michigan. Let the search begin. I'm not giving up on her that easily. She wouldn't let me leave like that so I won't let her leave like that. I'm not giving up.

"Tanith, what did you mean earlier?" I ask. "Nothing Charlie nothing." She comes up to me and just hugs me. 

"Please, Tanith, tell me?" I sigh in response.

"The love is clear Charlie." Tanith replies.

(Meryls Pov! )

Today's the day Charlie comes back, I pack up everything and take it to the frozen lake house. I can skate one that to keep my mind off things. I just don't need him near me. Not now not ever.

 (Back to charlies)

We get on the plane and I fidget nervously for the ride as Tanith falls asleep. When the plane finally lands we get out and I run out as fast as I can with Tanith right behind. We jump into the car we left here before we left for New York.

"Tanith, be nice to Meryl's parents and stay while I go and find her." Just than I get a text from Meryl's mother.

To Charlie: 

Meryl's missing --we can't find her anywhere.

We silently drive to Meryl's house and I knock on the door. I am immediately bombarded with hugs from the moms. That's Meryl's and mines nickname for our moms.

"She left an disappeared everything is gone. ." Cheryl says.

"Why does he keep disappearing?" Asked Tanith. That's when it hit me. "It's only October.. The ice should be hard enough for skates. I know where she went. The ice is strong enough." I say with wide eyes. "She's at the lake house then." Cheryl says and before he can even finish her sentence I'm in the car driving to the lake house, I was only there once but I remember it well. I speed up to the lake house. I need to get to Meryl and figure out why she left.

In september I start ice Dancing lessons and I am extremely nervous! I am also going to Stars On Ice in 2015!!!