It's simply magical to just sit or stand in the balcony or before the window and just having a cup of coffee/tea..with the steam of coffee/tea that smile grows.
Thinking about nothing but the hot drink I'm drinking makes me smile the whole time...
I always imagine...what would it be like to just,
Be with some friends in the rain, all wet
and have baked maize.
Laughing, making fun of each other, teasing one another and just chilling out.
As my hot drink ends...my smile starts fading...and all the thoughts rush back...
As if they were waiting for my drink to end...
But I'm not afraid of them anymore
Or
I decide not to be scared or indecisive anymore...
I take it slow and solve every fucking question...
And there it comes lightening & thunder...
Love of my life..
And with that my widest smile accompanies them.