How Do I Breathe Like This?

Fixing My Life

I can't believe I have agree to do this

A week with my dad he hasn't been a real dad all my life

now that I'm turning 16 soon he wants to be a dad

How could he just get up and leave

come back and act like nothing happened

that all theses years I have been needing a father

In my life but didn't have one

As I am packing,

I keep thinking

Why would he come back now?

How could he leave them come back?

Did he even care about me?

If he did then why did he leave?

As I am putting my bags in the car

I wondered

what my dad looks like

Are we going to get along

As we pull up to his house

My heart is skipping beats

I can't think straight

I take a breath

Trying to calm down

My anxiety is going crazy

As I knock on the door

I breath in

Someone opens the door

A guy steps out

As we get to know each other

All the years of hating him

Went out the door

He left for a good reason

Everything that my mom told me

Was all lies

He wasn't as bad as she made him out

My life can finally turn around

I can finally have a dad in my life