My Euphoria

My Euphoria:2

(English is not my first language)

Y/N's POV

@My House

"Nana,you can leave now I will take care of Travis."I said while giving her money.

Travis is my 3 years son who is bossy,impulsive,smart.

"So Travis is his name?where is he?I wanna see him!"he said.

"Jungkook he isn't your's.Please stop."

"Y/n, if you keep pushing me away to my son I will file cases and sent it to the court."No!! He can't just take my son like that.I have no choice I can't lose my son.

"Ok....he is your's."I said looking down.I can't help it I know my son want's to see his dad but I'm being selfish.My son always want a father

"Baby!don't cry I'm not angry at you for hiding my son to me.I understand that you're scared that I might hurt him too."He said and hugging me while caressing my hair like I'm fragile that can broke easily.

Oh god! I miss his touch so much.

"Excuse me,What the hell is this!?Mom!"I quickly pull away when I hear my son.

"Travis."I said and carry him in my arms.

"Mom who is this old man?what are you two doing?Mom you said you will find job but you are here flirting with old man."My god!

"Travis.Watch your mouth little man.So rude where did you learn that?"That's why I don't like him watching movies my son is so smart he's easy to pick up.

"I'm sorry mommy,but who are you why are you hugging my mom?"my son asked.See like father like son.It's weird honestly especially when my son acts like my father.

"I'm your mom friend nice to meet you young man.What is your name?how old are you!"Jungkook said while caressing Travis face.

"I'm Travis Jeon,3 years old.Mom I never saw him here?how come he is your friend?"I saw Jungkook smiling.Yeah he seems proud that his son has his attitude.Stubborn.

"To much question Young man.Sleep now.Kid's need to sleep early."Jungkook said and pat his hair.

"Well I will sleep so you wouldn't mind if I take my mom with me right?"my son ask arrogantly.See he really has his father attitude why he didn't have mine!

"Travis! I'm so sorry for that Jungkook.Travis go to your room."My son is about to complain again when I glared at him.

"Bye baby."I said and kiss his temple.

"Bye mommy.Call me if this guy hurt you."he said walking to his room.

"He's really my son."he said proudly.

"Jungkook why?."I asked I don't get it.

"What?"

"You said you wanted to meet your son."

"Yes and now I met him."he don't understand me.

"I know but why didn't you introduces yourself to him as your father?"he walked to me and put me into his embrace.

"Y/n,I will give you time to let me Introduce to him but don't take long baby."He said and kissed me.

"Oh ok.You can leave now."I said and led him to the front door.

"Is that how you treat your visitor?" So he really think he's a visitor huh.

"So you see yourself as a visitor."

"Why is there anything besides that.Oh yes I'm not a visitor.Remember you're still my wife."he said and kissed my neck.I push him Immediately and slap him.

Then a memory flash in my mind.

-Flashback-

"Why don't you let me touch you hmmm?I'm your husband your mine.I can do anything." Alex whisper and kissed my neck.

I tried to push him back but he's to strong.

"Let go of me.Jungkook, help me please please.Alex stop.Stop please."I said begging him trying to get out from his grip.

"Do you really think Jungkook will save you?Y/n,you're wrong Jungkook can't even fight me back.His lost in his self. But your husband is to determine to save you.His fighting me back and trying to appear to save you.Too bad His nothing compared to me."he said and remove my top and kissed me.

He punched me on my stomach so I can't stop from escaping I felt my tears flowing I felt myself getting weaker blood running down on my chin.I thought when we get married everything will be fine but I was wrong his disorder is getting more stronger.Jungkook is suffering from Personality Disorder.He has Alex,who is Beating and raping me right now.

He undress me and now I completely naked.I look to his eyes it was dark Blue Jungkook eyes was light brown.

"Jungkook,I love you a lot.I love you so much."I said and kissed him.Then he stop.

"What the Fuck!!! Y/n!! Shit what happened?" he said and cover my naked body and he wiped the blood on my chin.

"It's Alex,Jungkook,he's back."

End of Flashback

Jungkook POV

"No Alex!!Stop please!Please stop.Jungkook.Jungkook.Help me please,please."she said while gripping on her hair.

What the fuck is going on?

"Alex stop please stop."She said and crying damn!

"Y/n,baby.Baby what wrong shhhhhh...It's me Jungkook."I said and hugged her tight.

"Jungkook, A-alex he-he's raping me."He said and cry loudly.

I can't do anything.I hugged her tight and kissed her forehead.

Why?Why this is happening to us.We should be the best family but we can't Why do I have to suffer from that disorder were I hurt her....

I rape and beat the girl I love.I felt her body became more heavy then I realize she lost her consciousness.

I carried her and lay her on the sofa.

"I'm so sorry you have to experience that.I love you Y/n,I love you so much!But my love is dangerous.Why can't we just live happily?I'm so sorry for what I've done to you.For what Alex did to you.But he's gone now baby.I will do everything to get you back."I said and kissed her temple.I carried her upstairs then I saw her room which is plain white and gold.But she like's pink?

I laid her on the bed and kiss her temple.

"I love you Y/n."then I left her room.

I saw a blue door and I decide to open it.I smiled when I saw my son sleeping peacefully.

"It must be hard for you.I promise to win your mother back baby.I love you so much my son."I felt my tears flowing, this is the first time I touch and see my son.I never know I had a son.I'm so happy that even My another personality is the reason me and Y/n created a human being and it's Travis, she still let our son live.That she didn't do an abortion.She still raised him and love him.

I don't know this feeling but I felt somethings weird like I'm not the only one who's happy to met Travis.And it felt like someone wanted to touch Travis too.But I just ignore the feeling and focus on my son features.He's like a carbon copy of me.But he has her mother eyes and lips.The shape of his face is mine and his nose even his attitude is definitely mine.

"I wish I could hear you calling me Daddy.Daddy have to go now baby.Take care of your mom and yourself.I promise I will be back.I love you."